His Soul (BoyxBoy)

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he wore a story across his face

head bowed down, so out of place

scars always run deeper than we see

all he wanted was to feel free

from the looks, questioning eyes

but he's always ready with new lies

stories to spin because the truth is too dark

the way it aches and twists in his heart

a busted vase, mama's new flowers

the nightmares come in waking hours

the abuse was a truth too brutal to share

and in the end would anyone care

the boy that no one wanted, the "mistake"

he knew someday she'd finally break

in the house that was never a home

she lit a fire and left him alone

but he knew mama was never stable

the loving part of her, it was never able

to kiss boo-boo's or hold his hand

it wasn't for him to understand

and now he sits here, day after day

looking for a new reason to pray

hoping that someone will love him as is

because this choice, it was never his

the scars on his face are hard to bear

and he just longs for someone to be there

to love him, this sweet broken boy

~Ashley Brooke Payne

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