His Soul (BoyxBoy)

Chapter Six

"Elena, you idiot! You broke Stefan's heart!"

I'm not on team Stelena or Delana. I'll forever be on team Jonnie. Jeremy and Bonnie were just so cute!

The Vampire Diaries are my best friend today. I have no idea what time it is but I'm pretty sure its the afternoon. Hopefully, my day wont be interrupted by anyone and I can just relax.I doubt that's gonna happen though. Danny has been texting and calling me nonstop. The car ride after the party was awkward as hell. I couldn't help but feel angry at Danny. I don't why though.

My phone started vibrating. I look at the caller ID to see Danny's picture. I sighed and let the call end on its own. I shut the television off and get up. I walk to the kitchen and take a bottle of water from the refrigerator. I went back to the ,  the living room and put my headphones in. I put the music on shuffle and was greeted by Ed Sheeran's magical voice.

I closed my eyes and tried to think of nothing but I couldn't. I just couldn't. The scene of Johnny's hands roaming all over Danny's body flashed in my mind over and over again. It was as nonstop as Danny's calls. It was infuriating me! Why the hell do I keep thinking about this? I shouldn't care! I need to get this shit out of my fucking mind!

I went up to my room and put on some basketball shorts on and went back downstairs. I left the house and started running. I got stares from a couple of people. Probably because I was shirtless but oh well. I smirked at the girls were currently eye raping me. I'm pretty sure if I was straight I would a ton of girls but too bad for them.

I turn right and entered the park. I slow my pace and stop. I walk off the running trail and sit on a nearby bench. I look around the park. There are guys playing basketball, kids at the play ground and a few people running. I guess I'll just run. I don't feel like having any human interaction that much. I get back up and start jogging.

The images came again. I shut my eyes tightly and quickened my pace. Again, they flashed through my eyes again. I quit running. My body was damp from sweat and I was tired. The kind of tired where you couldn't fall asleep. Too tired.

I turn around and walk towards the exit.

I need to stop thinking. My mind is like a tornado of mixed feelings.

Anger.

Confusion.

Horniness.

~

I opened the door to my home and I was greeted by Danny. His head turns to my as I walk through the doorway. I glance at him and go straight to my room.

"Adam." I hear his footsteps behind me and I go faster. I finally reach my room and go in. I quickly shut the door and lock it. "Adam, please!" He pounds on the door causing me to flinch. I cant speak. Too much pressure. /Way/ too much pressure.

"Adam. Whats wrong. I'm worried sick about you. You wont reply to texts or answer my calls. You're my best friend! Please talk to me!" Best friend?

"BEST FRIEND" I scream at the door and punch it. "BEST FRIENDS ARE SUPPOSED TO TELL EACH OTHER EVERYTHING, DANNY." Tears start stroll down my face.

"I do tell you everything! What are you talking about?"

"YOU'RE A LIAR. YOU'RE A FUCKING LIAR." I slid down the door and hug my knees. I go through my phone and go to my pictures. I scroll through the ones with him and Johnny.

"Please." he pleads. I slide my phone under the door and close my phone. I hear rustling behind the door. I hear Danny sigh. Silence follows for a few moments. "Adam, where did you get these?" His voice sounds afraid.

My voice turns back to being nonexistent. I get on my feet and unlock the door. I watch as the door knob turns and the door opens. Danny looks at me and walks towards me. I want to back away but I'm frozen. He lifts his hand and I flinch. His hand drops back down.

"How come you didn't tell me?" I whisper. I look up at him and find his hazel eyes dull and pleading.

"Tell you what?" He looked down. "That I'm gay? Bisexual? I'm confused, Adam."

"You still could've told me. I would've understood. You can come to me about anything! Right?"

Suddenly, he started sobbing. He starts to pace, walking back ad forth. Danny rarely cried and I'm glad for that. I cant stand the sight of tears in his eyes. I wrap my arms around him tightly.

"It's gonna be okay."

~ Danny

"It's gonna be okay." I held tightly onto Adam, hoping that everything was going to be okay.These feelings just cant go away. Ever since middle school these feelings were inside me and meeting Adam made it all worse. I cant be gay, bisexual, or anything of the sort. I just need to be Danny.

"I cant feel like this anymore." My voice is barely audible but I know he hears me.

"I'm sorry" He rubbed his hand along my back. "I know how it feels. To be ashamed, confused, feeling as if there's a war going on in your head. It sucks."

I nodded in response. He always knew how I felt. Always the one to help me on my feet when something knocks me down.

"Adam?" I look up at his blue eyes. Before I knew it I was leaning in and my lips were on his. The feeling of our lips together was amazing. Adam moved his lips with my mine but only for a brief second. He ripped us apart and held onto my shoulders. His blue eyes filled with tears again.

"Danny, lets not hurt the both of us by doing this." He backed away from me and went to sit on his bed.

I kissed him. I kissed my fucking best friend. I need to scream. This is too much. Why do I always ruin everything? I'm such a fucking failure!

I felt hands on my head.

"You are not a failure. You don't ruin everything! You're perfect just the way you are!" I shook my head. He's just being nice.

"No! Danny, look at me." He lifted my head to meet his lips. My body relaxed. Our lips danced together and became one. Emotions erupted inside me, unraveling.

Lust

Urge

Need

I slammed him to the wall and started kissing his neck. I can't control myself. I need to stop but I can't. I sucked on his neck and he moaned.The sound of him made me tingle. The beast inside of me was growing. Too much. Too much.

"Danny."

"Danny." I sucked harder.

"Danny, stop."

I bring my lips back to his but he pushed me away. I watch as he leaves the room. My eyes shut and my body falls to the floor. I hug my knees and sob. I notice his phone on the floor. I pick it up and fight the urge to throw it at the wall. I scroll through each picture of me and Johnny. I drop the phone to the ground.

"Lets go." I look up at him. He has his hand out. I grab it and pull myself up. We walk downstairs silently and leave the house. He gets in the drivers seat and waits for me to get in. I get in the passenger seat and he starts to drive. I look at him and he continues to look forward. He nods to himself, whispering that everything happens for a reason and that it'll all be okay.

I turn back to my window and watch as the raindrops race.