BTS Imagines

NamjoonxYou

“It’s really cold out here,” you sighed, walking down the concrete path made in the park, your hand in Namjoon’s. He squeezed your fingers tighter and looked at you. He liked the way you looked in the cold weather, your cute face bundled up warmly in a scarf with your head tucked in closer to the brim of your coat.

You looked nearly angelic in the setting, and it made him feel the need to protect you even stronger.He pulled you close to him and wrapped his arms around you, making your eyes grow.“Namjoon-ah,” you said, looking up at your sweet boyfriend.

“What if someone sees us?”“If they see us, we’ll wave.” He said, smiling his handsome smile.

“I have to keep you warm. Are you getting warmer?”You bit your lip. Honestly, you were, although you couldn’t tell if it was from the body heat he naturally produced, or from the nervousness burning in your stomach from being so close to him.

“How am I gonna stay warm when you’re gone?” You said, snuggling closer to him as you two walked together. You felt him tense up slightly.

“Hmm. Don’t think about that. I’ll just be gone for a month.”

“A month is a really long time…” You couldn’t help but be a little sad, although you knew it in-turn made Namjoon sad as well. You didn’t want him to be sad about his temporary departure—he was going to meet and perform for his international ARMYs, which was something amazing that you didn’t want to take away from them—but you couldn’t help but be sad.

The thought of his absence for such an extended period of time made you want to hold him as close as possible while you could.He sighed and turned to you, placing both hands on your shoulders.

“Yah… who am I?”

“Kim Namjoon.” You said.

“And who is Kim Namjoon?”

“…the leader of BTS…?”

“…and?”

“…and…” you said, a little lost at where he was going. He smiled, his dimples appearing in the cutest fashion.

“…and your boyfriend. I’m a leader and your boyfriend. Two very important roles in my life. And I cherish both of those positions dearly. As BTS’ leader, I protect my members, and as your boyfriend, I protect my extremely cute girlfriend. I’ll keep you warm from one million miles away, baby. You won’t even know I’m gone. It’ll be more like one long-distance phone call, since I’ll call you so much. I’ll Skype you every second of the day. You’ll get sick of me from how much I’ll call and text. Bet.” He said, holding out a pinkie finger.

You sighed, a smile spreading across your face, and wrapped your much smaller pinkie around his.

“Bet. I’m holding you to your word.”

“Of course.” He said. “I’m a man of my word.” He held your hand again as you both continued your walk in silence, enjoying each other’s limited presence.

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I love you. I’ll miss you, baby :)

You stared at the last text message sent from your boyfriend, almost three weeks ago. In the time that message was sent, you’d sent a stream of texts to him, the urgency in them obviously growing. You hated to seem bothersome, but you’d began to grow horribly anxious.

Did you do something wrong?

Over the weeks, your mind had been hijacked with thoughts of everything that you could’ve possibly done wrong. Were you too clingy? Were you too lenient? Did you ask him to introduce you to his family too early? Were you pressuring him into a serious relationship? The thought passed your mind to call him—but they would end like they normally do, straight to voicemail.