I walked to the apartment slowly, trying my best to enjoy the night's breeze. But that seemed impossible. I remembered how I used to walk around at night, enjoying every breath I inhaled. I shook my head, not knowing how to describe the feeling I was having.
As I neared the building, I met the land lady.
"Dear, you haven't been paying the rent," she said in a sympathetic voice. "I've tolerated you until now because I know the hardships you've been going through."
Feeling indifferent, I replied, "You can clear the room by tomorrow morning. I'll leave tonight."
Without waiting for her reply, I averted my gaze away from her and walked past her, brushing my shoulders against hers.
I entered the gloomy room and immediately remembered when my brother and I moved in.
With a smile, I walked in and locked the door behind me.
I sat on the floor, next to his bed and took the bottle of water and pills.
I swallowed one pill and smiled, all the beautiful memories crossing my mind.
I took another pill and Sungjae's smile flashed in my head.
I took another one and dad's face came to view.
As I took one more, grandma's face popped up in my head and that's when I realised that what I was doing was wrong. Completely wrong.
I threw the pills aways and tried to reflect upon myself.
If I killed myself that night, who'll carry dad's bloodline?
I got up and ran out of the apartment. I told the land lady that I'd be leaving anyways.
Without a single idea of where I was heading, I just let my legs lead the way.
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(A/N):
HAPPY TAEHYUNG DAY!!!
My lovely readers, this story is really coming to an end. There's only one chapter left. Should I end it or extend it to 30 parts?
Choice is your ♡
Take care and let's shower Tae with love today.
Dedicated to Luluchan246
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Short Story||completed|| "Why is it so dark where I'm alone It's dangerous how wrecked I've become... Save me, I can't even get a grip on myself" -Kim Taehyung [short chapters] [not edited]
