"What?!"I shout and he sits beside me.
"When you get bitten by a vampire,you have to drink a little of his blood.If you didn't get bitten and you drink too much blood,even if it's not a vampires blood,your instincts will turn you into an animal,cannibal or I can just say vampire."He says and I nod.
"Why you didn't let me be a vampire?"I ask,and he puts his head in his hands.
"I don't want you to be like me."He says and I look confused.
"What?-"
"Can't you just understand?!Look at me!I'm a monster!A dumb,blood-sucking trash!I can't let you become a monster like me!"He says his eyes turning red.
"Well,Adam,If things work out with us,I think you'd have to like or even love me the way I am!Adam,DON'T TALK ABOUT YOURSELF LIKE THAT!You're not a dumb,blood-sucking trash!Do you know what I see when I look at you?I see one beautiful,smart,caring and good man who didn't have a choice!You're perfect!"I say and and he looks at me.
"Can you promise me something?"He asks and I nod.
"Sure,what is it?"I ask and he gets up.
"Stay away from me,don't fall for me and don't let me hurt you.Goodbye Thomas."He says,kisses my forehead and then...just leaves in inhumam speed.
I bring my knees to my chest,wrap my arms around them and cry silenty.
"Tommy?"I look up and see Ricky standing there.
"You okay?"He asks and I just sob again.
He comes to sit beside me and hugs me.I cry in his shoulder and he pats my back.
"He left me."I whisper and he nods.
"I'm sorry Tommy.He'll come back,trust me."He says and I look at him.
"How do you know?"I ask and he smiles.
"Before lot of years,when I met Adam at school,we were still humans.He was getting bullied 24/7 and he never wanted anything more than to just die.After 12th grade and college,he became one of the most famous gay singers in the WHOLE world.He was happy,he had a husband,I don't really remember his name,but he really loved Adam.But,then something bad happened.Adams husband died from cancer.This broke Adam.He was living with me for a while,because I wanted to make sure he's alright.When he was 37,he got atacked by a vampire.He really didn't have a choice.I was by his side while he was fighting with himself.When he finally woke up after one whole day,screaming in agony and pain,his heart wasn't beating anymore.
"Adam ran away from the house.I was really down,i was depressed,because I lost my brother,my best friend,and my..crush from high school.After a few years,I did a sucide,but...before I really died Adam came back and turned me into a vampire.He said he'd never leave me again.He helped me get through everything.
"The thing that I wanted to tell you,is that,even if you don't realize,when you need him the most,he'll be there,by your side."Ricky says and I nod.
"Can you take me home?"I ask and he nods.
He helps me stand up and we walk outside.We get in his car and he drives me home.
"Take care Tommy."He says and I nod.
"I'll.Bye Ricky."I say and get out of the car.
I get inside my house and run to my room.
I lock the door and I scream from the top of my lungs,tears running down my face.
"HOW CAN YOU BE SO STUPID!?HOW THE HELL,ADAM WOULD LIKE SOMEONE LIKE YOU!?DIDN'T YOU GET IT!?DON'T FALL FOR SOMEONE THAT FAST THOMAS!"I shout.
I grab the bedside lamp and throw it at the wall.I run to my bathroom and find,my little,cold best friend,laying there on the cupboard next to the sink.
I get out of my blause and grab my razor.I slide it down my stomach,smiling,but the tears still fall down.I slide it down my arms,my wrists.I put it in the sink and get undressed.
I get in the shower and turn the water on.I wash myself,whimpering from the pain on my arms,stomach and wrists.I grab the soap,and start washing myself,my body burning.
After I'm finished,I grab a tower and dry myself.I get in some comfprtable pj's and take care of my scars.
I go to my computer and turn it on.I get in YouTube.I type Black Veil Brides and get in their channel.I click on the playlist with around 100 songs and the music starts.I walk to my bed,get under the covers and cry myself to sleep.
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Shitty...Poor Tommy,don't fall for someone that fast...Well,how do you liked this part?Do you want Adams p.o.v. or no?
Anyway,today we have Black Veil Brides again!
In The End-Black Veil Brides
It was supposed to be Lost It All,but the video doesn't wanna start,so here we go..-Nicky
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As Long As You Love Me~Adommy/Vampire
VampireBeing a vampire in the humans world isn't as easy as it seems.Killing other people just to eat so you can survive,isn't something "cool" like the others say.Being alone and being more than 2 thousand years old isn't a good thing.Being afraid you'll...
