I can smile even though I've been hurting for a while
I can laugh even though its just a mask
I can't let you in
I fear that you'll hurt me
i'm scared to let in
I know who will kill me
I try so hard and I always fall apart
breaking myself falling hard
harming me is yet another melody
melody is what protects me from the enemy
crippling pain and flaccid sorrow
inhaling it like gasoline
as it turns to be from liquid hollow
I'm running out of air and screams
melody and rhythm of my thoughts
are the things that always keep me lost
to have a mind of dripping glue
bloody, gory and untrue
To feel pressure that's so cruel
...from myself cause i'm a fool.
