dear diary,
i have a big crush on someone. im not crushing on elf anymore. we're just really good friends. my crush at the moment, is one of the sweetest people ive met. he's so funny and nice and fuck. we would call everyday and we would message every day. once we got into winter break though, he started to message me less and we stopped calling each other on the phone. now, he doesn't even text me. whenever i tag him in a meme, he doesn't even notice it. it makes me so upset. i like him so much. ive messaged him trying to start a conversation but he doesn't care. im done trying you know? if he doesn't care, then i don't either. but fuck i like him so much. it's making me super sad.
