Is It Possible?

Chapter 4: Is This Really Happening?

Chapter 4

I woke up the next day to Kim making coffee. I woke up and went into the small area of the kitchen.

"Morning Kim."

"What the hell was that yesterday?!"

"What was what?"

"That whole scene with you and Justin?"

" Nothing really? Just him talking to me about something that I don't exactly know of."

"Really! What happened?!"

"Ok so... I tweeted Justin, what would happen if a girl that was 6 years older than you was the OLLG? Then he tweeted me for my email, so I gave it to him. He told me that he talked to Scooter and Scooter thought that it was a good idea. So all those letters from Justin were really to me and he bought the tickets and I left early to go to his really big penthouse and he bought me that outfit and I left you early the day of the concert because he wanted to talk to me about the OLLG and he told me that Scooter said that it I couldn't be the OLLG anymore so then he made that big scene and now we are here right now and I'm telling you this story." I took a huge breath and went and sat down on my bed.

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"Because I wanted to be better than you for once. You got everything you wanted when you were little and I got just what I needed. I didn't get guys like that and I just wanted you to be jealous and surprised of me."

"Ok. I will agree with you that I was a little spoiled," then I gave her a look, "ok so a lot spoiled, but I was actually jealous of you already." Then I just looked at her weirdly. "You had the perfect skin and you didn't have to cover your face with foundation and powder and concealer and all that. You just had to put on mascara and you were done. I was getting a lot of attention but I didn't like it at all. Ok so maybe on Instagram I was getting more followers, but all my ideas and sayings weren't from my heart, they were from the internet. I was never real. I was a huge phony."

"Ok. First of all, you got everything you wanted, secondly, you didn't have to be jealous of me at all because you had guys at the tip of your fingers and you had everybody loving you while you ditched me some days to hang out with them. I didn't appreciate it but I had to leave you because I knew you wouldn't mind at the moment that I was gone. Then you would ask me why I wasn't talking to you and I knew that you knew why I wasn't talking to you. I just wanted to be better than you at something but it didn't end up like I planned it to."

"Ok. So we both did bad things to each other."

"Actually, I didn't do anything wrong. I just didn't tell you one secret, so that's not doing something wrong."

"Ok? I did some really mean things and I regret that but nobody's perfect right?"

"Yeah. I guess."

"I've been also keeping a secret from you."

"What's that?"

"Ashton actually broke up with me. I asked him what we were doing that night and he said that tonight on the menu is broken hearts. I got it right away and slapped him on the face and left."

"Thank The Lord! I thought you two would be together forever!!"

"What's that suppose to mean?"

"That you two would date again and then you would get broken again and then over and over again. You two would never be together forever anyways. It would just be that on and off relationship."

"Ok. So maybe we weren't right for each other, but I can tell you that I'm never dating him again."

"Yeah. Right."