I layed in bed as i look at my wrist. I looked at one scare. It was diffrent. It seemed to make me cry.. hard..
*Flash back*
"Go die!!!!" she plead
"Okay I will." I replyed
"Go stab your stomic and die." She looked at me.
*Flash back ends*
"Why didn't I die then and there?" I thought to my self as I looked at the pill bottle on the side of the bed.
My phone buzzed. I looked at it seeing Jake texting me. I opend the message. " Ellie meet me in an hour at the river. We need to talk". I sighed." I NEED TO JUST DIE!!!" I screamed at the phone.
I walked down the stairs and out the door. I started walking as I held back tears. I knew in the back of my mind Jacob was going to shut me down and leave me for dead. Everytime I got close to anyone They either shut me down or never talk to me again. Jacob was my only hope. I seen Jake. He walked over to me.
"El I need to talk to you..." He said with a shakey voice.
"I know your going to leave me and shut me down. Then walk off like nothing happend, Like we never met, Like I never knew you. Just Go ahead and leave. You're not the first and you won't be the last." I shot him a look. He looked at me In shock.
"Ellie I'm not leaveing you.. Thats not what I wanted to talk to you about.." He looked at me. He came closer to me. It felt Like his skin was touching mine, but I knew it wasn't. "Ellie I've know you for a year. A good long year. We have been threw Hell and back." His eyes started to water up. I placed my First finger on his lips.
"No." I knew what was happening.
He was breaking. I wasn't about to let him Break. Not now, Not then, Not there, Not ever. "Your stronger than this. Don't give up on me Now." I thought In my head.
Jake pulled my Finger away from his lips slowly."Ellie.. My mom and Dad.. Are leaving The United states Next week.." The tears streamed down his cheeks. I knew He cared then and right now.. My mind when't black and my heart just broke Into A thousand little pecies. I fell Back. It felt like I was dieing. It felt like It was slow. So slow that I couldn't breath. The last thing I saw was Jacob Yelling For help and It all when't Balck.
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Teen FictionEllie Richardson Is just another teen or it may look like that. She has problems with Everything. Everytime someone gets close they shut her down. She doesn't know how to be strong anymore. She can't look or even touch food with out Thinking "I'll b...
