Even if it was raining so hard, she heard the cries.
The cries was from outside the window..
She looked through it and saw a man, kneeling in front of their house.
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Then she realized, it was Choi Seungcheol.
Seungcheol kept crying under the rain.
He whispered...
"Jessica.. Why can't it be me? Am I not enough? Do I lack of things for you not to love me?"
On the other hand, Jessica was surprised.
Steph: "Jessica? Jessica? Are you still there?" Jessica: "I'll... I'll just call you back later.."
Jessica ended the call while looking at Seungcheol.
Seungcheol didn't mind the rain.
As soon as Jessica left the house. He started sulking.. To the point he walked outside their house and found himself in front of Jessica's house.
Seungcheol was questioning himself.
"Am I not sweet enough? Am I not smart enough? Am I not good enough? Have I been a bad leader? Am I doing worst?"
He said as he cried.
He remembered how Mingyu saved Jessica from the truck she was about to get hit.
"I was there. I could have ran fast and saved her."
He remembered how Mingyu ran outside to accompany Jessica who actually insisted to go alone.
"I could have followed her."
He remembered how Mingyu offered you a piggy back ride.
"I could have done that."
He remembered how Joshua put towel around you when Wonwoo accidentally splashed you water.
"I could have done that. And yet here I am. I have done nothing good to you."
Rain was falling hard, making Seungcheol's tears look like raindrops.
"I'm probably just a burden to you, Jessica. I made you worry and made you take care of me when I was sick. I made you watch out for the kids, which should be my job. I should be the one taking care of you, Jessica. Not the other way around."
Jessica was only watching Seungcheol cry because of shock. She didn't know what to do.
She didn't know if she should run to Seungcheol or pretend that she didn't hear or see him crying.
She didn't know what would happen if she picked one decision.
But she did pick a decision when Seungcheol started to stand.
