1. The actual beginning

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So, for those of you who have stuck around because maybe the introduction made you happy or some shit, what ever the reason, congrats, you have the guts of any random person. Anyways, so, this is technically "the beginning" but I just call it that because that is honestly the last average day I remember having.

Well, average for me, anyhow, the day started with me just sitting on my couch at about 3:20 or so in the morning. See, I don't sleep well, its constantly these nightmares, or just weird ass dreams. Not something I like to get into. But I hear my watch begin beeping, and I get off my lazy ass to get on shoes. Because that beep, means, if I am awake, to go on a run. So, I get my shoes on and I leave my house, I don't bother locking it because no one wants to even come remotely close to it. I live pretty deep in some woodlands, which makes my home so much more terrifying in the eyes of the town. They think I am a monster or freak or some shit, see, I am not. My father was a complete nut-case, my mother, couldn't keep her legs shut. My siblings were the kids who were always showered with gifts.

You see, my family was, well, troubled. The adults wanted that whole "We Are a Team!" between us, but I didn't exactly fit in too well to that picture. So I kind of was distanced to them. But to make a long story short, my dad walked in on his wife having an affair, now honestly if it were just an average affair, one side person. That was not my mother, my dad happened to walk in on what can only be described best as a fucking gang bang. So all in all, my dad, being the dumb ass he was, he killed the guys, my mother, my two siblings, and himself, all in the woods. Fucking sick right? All that's left is me, but I don't mind.

I have come to terms with my life, not many people can actually say that. All I gotta do is finish up my shit in highschool and then college, and I am going to be gone faster than fucking light. Well, that was the goal. But we can get to that later. I eventually got back from my run and went in to shower. I look into the mirror and see myself, I am a bit above average on height, I am physically fit but not insanely toned, just a hint of lines where muscle is. I've got a wood color of hair, and dark colored eyes. My nose is a bit fucked up, as I have broken it a few times. My voice is my favorite part of myself however, it is slightly hoarse but quite deep, a bit too deep for my age. I don't look too bad, but I don't look the best. But, see things went astray when I was going to get to my classes. Now, see, in my classes I don't put up with shit, I'm there to pass and get the fuck out of dodge. But in my first hour class some girl sat next to me, no one sits next to me, they never want to. And I am A-Okay with that, but not even two seconds after I notice this girl, some bitch thinks its a good idea to straddle my waist, and grind on me. "For fucks sake, it smells like fish, get off." I tell the bitch and she smirks at me and winks. She slowly gets off me and winks at me then leaves. The girl next to me is facing forward, so far, she hasn't tried to speak to me, which is usually a good sign.

I begin to notice about the way she is holding herself. She is sitting up slouching slightly, she is wearing a hoodie, which for most girls at my school is not common wear, the hoodie is a soft color of black and grey which I didn't mind too much, it suited her, surprisingly she wore no makeup. The reason that is surprising, is because at my school, if you wear a white shirt and bump into almost any girl, your shirt will have a new face. The profile of her face was actually quite attractive. She had dark hazelnut colored hair, she wore glasses that had complimented her face well, her cheeks were a bit big, but they worked on her. I could see her glance at me as she notices I happen to be staring at her, she has very vibrant hazel eyes. I see her lips tug upward and she clears her throat then looks ahead again.

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