Chapter 11

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Camryn's POV

I was laying in bed with Justin tracing his tattoos on his arm.

Me: "I love you"

Justin: "I love you so much more!"

He started kissing my neck and nibbling on my ear. I got up and straddled him. He crashed his lips on mine and we had a full on make out session. It felt so right but so wrong at the same time.

Me: "What about Selena?"I mumbled against his lips

Justin: "Selena who?"

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"Camryn, Camryn! Wake up!"

Me: "Morning Just-" but I didn't finished my sentence because I realized it wasn't Justin waking me up, it was Kylie. Then it hit me. That was all just a dream. I wasn't kissing Justin, or laying in bed with him.

Me: "Why did you wake me up it's like 8am?"

Kylie: "Because you kept whispering Justin's name in your sleep and I didn't want the boys to hear you"

Me: "Ohh. Thanks you just saved me 3 months of getting made fun of by the boys" I smiled slightly

Kylie: "So, you were dreaming about Justin I see" She said smirking at me.

Me: "What? No I wasn't!" I said blushing and getting fidgety.

Kylie: "I know your lying you blush and get all fidgety when you lie, and if your not lying explain why you were saying Justin while you were sleeping and when I woke you up and almost said morning Justin?"

Me: "Ok fine. I was. Let's just forget about this and talk later the boys will be up soon."

We both got out of our bunks and went and sat on the couches. Alfredo and Ryan were already sitting there.

Me: "Morning Fredo, morning Ry."

Alfredo: "Morning Cam"

Ryan: "Morning. Hey Kylie can I talk to you?"

Kylie: "Yeah sure"

They left the room and walked to the back of the bus. I have a feeling the next time I see them, they are gonna be a couple or going on a date.

Alfredo: "Hey Cam, let's go for a Starbucks run yeah?"

Me: "Sure"

We both had pajamas on but Alfredo said we didn't need to change because it's only like a five minute walk from where the bus is parked.

Alfredo: "Listen, I know you like Justin. And I think it would be in your best interest to tell Justin before Selena comes back and he forgives her and they get back together. I know for a fact that he likes you, but he will go back to Selena if you keep ignoring him and not giving him an answer"

Me: "I needed to sleep on it before I made my decision, but I know what I want now. Thanks Alfredo it means a lot."

Alfredo: "Anytime kiddo. You know you can always talk to me"

We were on our way back from Starbucks and we just walked into the parking lot where the buses are parked. When I walk on the bus I'm gonna talk to Justin.

I had a weird feeling about this. And I knew it was wrong, because he's still somewhat with Selena.. But in the end, I couldn't fight it. I want you.. I let my heart decide, because even though it's on the left, it's always right.

I walked onto the bus and heard everyone talking.

Me: "Hey Justin, can I talk to -" but I didn't finish my sentence. I stood there in shock starring at Selena sitting on Justin's lap with his hands wrapped around her waste.

Justin: "What where you saying Camryn?"

Me: "Nothing forget it"

Justin pushed Selena up off his lap and walked over towards me with his fingers interlocked with Selena's.

Justin: "Cam, you know Selena."

Me: "Selena who?" With that I rolled my eyes and walked to the back of the bus. I felt like crying, but I didn't. I was stronger then that. I wasn't gonna cry over some boy who's a two timer playing jerk!

Me: "UGGH! I hate boys"

??: "You hate me? Ouch" I turned around and it was Alfredo.

Me: "I don't hate you.."

Alfredo: "What's wrong Camryn?"

I hesitated to answer

Me: "Justin." He looked at me indicating for me to continue. "Yesterday, after me and Justin kissed, he told me that him and Selena were on a break and that they both needed time to think about what they want, but he said he already knew what he wanted. He made me think I was what he wanted and I believed him. Now he's out there with her again. How many times has she broken it off with him and yet he still goes back to her. I'm just so confused right now.."

Alfredo: "Don't worry Camryn. You are stressing yourself out. I know he still likes you. Your feelings can't change for someone over night."

Me: "You don't know that"

Alfredo: "Everything's gonna be alright." I then hugged him and I thanked him. He then left me with me thoughts. And trust me, I had a lot of them at this moment.

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