live by the gun

things get better C2

I was feeling less of a man when I bought the gun.But I felt a lil bit better because I wouldn't have to worry about Trenton.I was worried that sabrina wouldn't​ not want me back but she said u final man up.She said u finally got the guts to get to take over ur life and stop getting pushed around.After I got done talking to sabrina on the way back to my house just 3 blocks away from my house I ran into Trenton.I got scared for a minute then something clicked in
I pulled the
gun on him then I had my hand on the trigger Trenton looking scared so I thought finally got over my fear of Trenton he ran off in a hurry I was feeling like I could do anything.I though if I could
scare anyone.I felt alive for the first time.I thought he was going to leave me alone but he came back with a crew.I felt like a wimp all over again.Trenton crew had gun pointing at.me with there fingers on the trigger.But just before they got a chance to pull the trigger a cop came speeding down the road like a flash of lighting. Then Trenton crew ran off and then I ran like a track star all the way home.