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gonna do it

Yoongi pov
"The thing is if you're gonna do it you gotta make sure your mind isn't playing with. You have to make sure this is actually love and we'll not just a trick. If you actually feel this way for him go ahead and do it."
"Thanks Min-hee. I think I'm gonna do it."
"Anytime Yoongi. I've gotta go. Bye."
"Bye."

I hung up the phone. She was completely right. I want this so bad. I want him so bad. Jung Hoseok is my one and only.

Hoseok pov
"Do it of you want. I believe you truly love him, but does he really love you? That's what you really have to think about. Go ahead and fess up if this is how you feel."
"So should I go for it."
"Well I say yes. Do it. If you get rejected you'll get over it but the pain will be worse if you don't say anything about it. It'll be worse if you wait."
"You're right. Thanks Eunji. You're a really great best friend."
"Any time Hoseok. Enjoy your night. I've gotta go. Bye."
"Bye."

I hung up the phone. I'm gonna do it. I'm gonna text him right now and ask him to meet me somewhere. Yeah I'll do that right now.

Suddenly my phone vibrated.

♤YOONGI!!♤
Hey are you busy right now?

Yoongi pov

♧HOBI!!♧
No not at the moment, why?

Hoseok pov

♤YOONGI!!♤
Meet me at the park by the apartments near the school in 30 minutes. Bye~~~

Ok crap. I guess I'm meeting up with Yoongi. I sent him a quick "k" and began getting ready. I quickly fixed myself up and took my keys from my bedside table and headed out. I hope nothing drastic happens. Please no. I don't want him to say our arrangement isn't working. It'll ruin everything but if it happens at least I'll know that he doesn't share the same feelings. My anxiety is just growing thinking about this. I'm scared. I truly am.

Yoongi pov

"Our arrangement isn't working."

Hoseok pov
SHIT.

Yoongi pov
"The reason this isn't working out is because if I'm completely honest I think I'm in love. Everytime I see you I just fall harder and harder for you. I can't just keep meeting up with you and feel nothing when in fact I feel so many things. I love your wide smile. I love your hair. I love your laugh. I love absolutely everything about you. It's really weird how I can love a person this much. I've never held these types of feelings for anyone else. It pains me so much that our arrangements aren't out of love and I hate how in love you make me feel when I know I promised to not fall for you. I probably messed up but I just need to know your response to this."