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First Love Never Lasts

Yoongi pov

"Oh my goodness, Min Yoongi?"
"W-what?" I turned around.

~Flashback~
Some said he was a dream wrecker. Others said after him they never saw love the same way. Others stopped believing in love all together. Dammit. I should've known.

"I love you."
"Yoongi...."
"Do you not love me back?"
"I-I don't know."
"How could you not know? I gave you everything. I gave you the sun and the moon and all the stars. How can you just throw all this away."
"I just don't know, ok?"

~next day~
"Listen I'm sorry please open up the door. I shouldn't have told you I loved you. It was too fast." The door opened.
"Um who are you?"
"I think I should be asking you that."
"I'm Jae-sun's girlfriend. Now who are you?"
"No one. I'm just someone that doesn't matter."

Door slammed right in my face. I run all the way home and cry. The tears won't stop. I get home, unlock the door, and I run straight to my room. I'm just going to call him. It was all a misunderstanding.

Please pick up.
Please pick up.
Please pick up.

"Hello?"
"Jae-sun?"
"I never loved you."

Tears. More and more tears.

Why me?
Why me?
Why me?
Why him?

Why did I fall in love with him? People warned me yet I still went. I lost friends because of him. They all warned me ,but yet I still went on ahead and chased him. I chased him so much. Then he finally noticed me. I still remember it like yesterday.

"Jae-sun I really like you"
"Then let's go out."
"Really?"
"Yeah I guess."

I was going to say a long confession but he cut me off right there. I should've known. He didn't show any emotion. He didn't laugh. He didn't cry. He wasn't happy. Nor was he sad. He just said yes. As if its happened many times before. I should've know.

~Flashback end~

"How have you been Yoongi?"

My god he's here. Why is he here. He's not supposed to be here.

"Why are you here?"
"Dammit. I knew you'd be this way. After all, you did move away after everything went down between us both."
"For your information I didn't move away just to get away from you."
"Listen Yoongi I'm here for a little while and valentine's day is coming up and I started thinking. Well I still love you. A lot."
"You can't still love someone you've never loved." I just walked away.  It was more of a sashay to show him all he's been missing. Dammit I just went it there to buy a fucking light bulb for my kitchen and feel so attacked. So no lightbulb. I guess I'll have a dark kitchen. Not like I use it anyways.

I opened the door to my apartment. It's Sunday and I don't feel like doing anything. I'm happy though. I'm glad I'm with Hoseok, but why is Jae-sun here? Why now? Do I still love him? Oh my goodness what if I do? I just got into a relationship. FUCK you Jae-sun.

~Flashback~

"You know who I think is cute?"
"Who?"
"Jae-sun."
My friend groaned.
"Everyone goes for him Yoongi."
"Well that doesn't mean he goes for everyone."
"Considering a fuckboy like him I'm sure he has."
"Whatever I'll get him no matter what"
"Suit yourself, but the second you come to me with a broken don't be surprised when all I tell you is a big fat told you so."
"Well it's not going to happen."

~Flashback end~

Why did I ever think he was cute?

~Flashback~

Tears, tears, and more tears. I need to talk with him it's going to be so embarrassing. Whatever he's my best friend he'll understand.

"Hello?"
"Hyunsu"
"Yoongi"
"H-he" I didn't finish my sentence I burst into more tears.
"I told you so. Meet me at my house in 10. I'll tell Minjun to leave."
"No you don't have to. Enjoy your date."
"Too bad. You're coming over. I already told him. He's leaving."
"Thank you."

~Flashback end~

There's no way I will fall in love with him all over again. I won't let myself.