this chapter is dedicated to zoe !!!!
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After an hour at the park with Jay we exchange hugs and I went home. When I got home my dad wasn't in so I rushed upsairs and cleaned the rest of the blood of from my hair and pached my self up and went downstairs to wait for my dad to get home.
When he arrived home he was more drunk then normal. I was scared so I ran upstairs and locked the door
The next morning .......
I was in D.T sanding down my modal. I was standing next to Zoe who saw the cuts on my arm as we had to roll our sleeves up and then she saw the cut on my cheek and brusies on my face. She asked
"erm Charlotte why have you got cuts all over you?"
I replied " ermmm it was my cat"
she belived this for a while but then she rembered that my cat died in year 8 ( my dad was drunk and threw it into the wall and it killed it) because i was destraught.
" Charlotte your cat died 2 years ago ?!?"
"ermm"
"Charlotte did you do this to yourself ???!!!!"
"sorta"
"Charlotte who did this to you ????" *toches cheak*
*flinch*
"ermmm"
" was it you mum"
" no my mum left me and my dad when I was little"
" was it your day"
"ermm"
" oh my god it was why would he do that he's a horrible man"
"well he was drunk and ..............."
" have you rung childline"
"no"
" why not ?"
" because if my dad finds out he'll do worse then this "
"but ermm"
" i gotta go " I walked out of the class even thought we had 30 mineuts left, I ran down the corridor and went to the toilets.I sat there for the rest of the lesson, I called Ben and told him that Zoe had found out. I stayed in there for the rest of the day.
When the going home bell rang I stayed in the toilets and didn't go home around 5 o'clock I got a call from my dad. SHIT!!.I rejected the call and cryed some more.
I thought about what Zoe said and decided to ring childline. I diled the number and I listened to the rings
" hello child line how can I help "
" ermm" I hung up the phone I was to scared to talk. If my dad found out he would do worse then cut me he would probley break a bone.
I stayed up all night int he toilet cubicle.It was freezing around 9.30 pm I got a call from Jay
" Ni were the hell are you!!!!"
"I'm errr"
" Your dad has been here looking for you. He hit me in the face and hit a hole in the wall, my parents are going to kill me."
"I'm in the school toilets but its locked and you can't tell him!!"
"ok i won't i just want to know your safe"
"I'm gonna turn my phone of incase dad calls the police and trcaks my phone bye"
"bye"
After my conversation with Jay I fell asleep.
