The class all looked at each other and started to laugh. Sir quickly cut them of by asking the next person. I went back in to the space for the rest of the register. I checked my phone I had 3 missed calls from my dad and 9 texts from him and 1 from my only friend Jay
I opened my texts from my dad they all said i needed to be home early because he was going out properly to get drunk. I hate it it goes out gets really drunk comes home and beats me, I have bruises all down my arms and legs , the cuts i did ,my self when hes not in i use a razor blade and cut my self, I like the pain its what i deserve, my blood dripps down my hand and i feel like everything that happened that day has gone,Its makes me feel better.
Only Jay knows what my dad does and about what I do to my self. He moved to our school in the middle of year 8. He was like; me quiet, alone and lonely. He isn't in many of my classes as hes excluded from most lessons because he always gets in fights and he broke this boys nose that was shouting at me and called me a goth and bitch and skank and emo. This is also the guy that ruiened my life Jay broke his nose after that.
His text read "hey i miss you can we meet up at the park tonight". I missed him too he wasn't aloud to go to school for 4 months i had only seen him twice in this time. We lived close but my dad didn't like him so i wasn't supposed to see him.
We both had dogs and loved them to bits his was a staffy called buttons he was a shiny black he was adorable, my dog was a border collie she was mixed white and reddish colour called shadow she was beautiful.
I texted back saying " i miss you to, my dads going out onight so we can meet round about 4 bring buttons xxx:)".
Sir finished the register and i had come out from the sink and sit at my desk my sleeves we pulled up and Aaron saw all the cuts( guy next to me), he didn't say anything but he rolled up his sleeves and I saw hundreds of cuts and bruises he had more then me and i Had loads.
I asked him what happened he replied " my dad beats me he hits me he kicks me on some days the ones I'm not at school he locks me up in my room and ties me to the wall and leaves me there I can't move because if I do the ropes cuts me".
I was horrified someone would go to that excent of hurting a child. The only problem is I had to tell him now so i explained to him about my dad beating me and me cutting my self and my mum leaving and him drinking and leaving me alone.
the bell rung
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