Born to become luna?

part 2

My wolf didn't gave up she keeps encouraging me. One day alpha luka came to me and said that he need me his Luna was unable to give him a pup and he need his bloodline to save his generation. And as a mate it's my duty to give him what he wants, I was so shocked and angry too how dare he after giving me so much pain he still has guts to say me that m  his mate this man has no shame. And when I refused he threatened me that I've to accept his proposal and I don't have any options but to do as he said, he even declared that i will moved to his house tomorrow. So I did what is best for me I ran from there before he took me that night.
Now it's been 6 months that I've ran from there away from him away from that pack living as rouge life. I've been lucky though since then that I haven't get caught. I am living human life cuz it's very dangerous to cross other territory so if I stay near humans they won't notice me At least that's what I was thinking. After running from my old pack I had ptetty rough life cuz I don't've any fighting skill because as omega we are not allowed to training so I can't protect myself that's one of the  reasons me staying in human territory. Somehow I manage to cross two packs border without caught. After that i had to stay in my human form because human will scared if they saw me in wolf form and even in the night I can't change because of my white fur colour everyone will notice me from far so it was pretty tough for me. Again my luck i got the job in small cafe as a cook. Cafe owner is very nice person one day I was hinding from other pack member he help me n offer the job which I accept gladly. So now m happy I have a nice job. I earn enough to eat and stay n ya I've nice small but my own apartment. Where I can stay without fear so my life is good until today. Yes I said little early because now I am in small and dirty cage. At evening when I came after finishing my shift some wolf caught me and said that i am in their territory and I don't 've permission also. So they take to  me there pack jail so I am waiting for their alpha to come and give me my punishment.
Seriously why they can't let me go. I mean no harm to them I was just doing my own business. I was happy but now I am cursing my fate that why i can't be free n live my life as my own. I was born as omega pack treat me as dirt my own mate rejected me and now I am in jail probably waiting for my death. I am really Bordenfor this earth.
dont say that it's not your fault. We've been through so mush am sure this will also pass. My wolf Irena said. I hope so irena.
My wolf is small in size but her heart is big even after her mate rejected her she refused to felt heartbroken. She was strong she always comfort me she is like my sister she always give me courage but deep down we both know broken she is cuz wolf are very emotional then the human part when it comes to his or her mate. But still she became strong for the shake both of us.
Suddenly I feel something my wolf Irena is very restless don't know why and this smell is so delicious I want to bath in it wait.. i know this feeling could it be.. irena what is this feeling can you tell me. I don't know jane i am feeling very restless n this smell is making me crazy. I think this is our mate smell my wolf said. But how luka smell was different he smell wood and salt but this smell is soo sweet chocolate and forest mix. And suddenly I heard some footsteps comming towards me. And door opened i saw 3 man all were tall like trees one has blond hair with blue eyes other one has short curly black hair with Brown eyes and the last man has not so short brown hair n his eye wow he has most beautiful eyes I 've ever see he has shining blue eyes. And I know right that moment he is my mate.
"Wait what mate but how could be this possible I already had mate n now again he.." maybe he is our second chance mate. Maybe moongoddes give us another second chance of happiness" she said happily.
"I don't know Irena we should be happy or not cuz looks like he is also alpha what if he also..." when I said this Irena started whimpering .don't say like that maybe he is not like that and maybe he will like us and we will live happily. She said with hope.
"I hope so.." now I m worried for Irena she has been through so much and somehow she manage but this time m not sure that she can handle another rejection or not. I hope this time will be different...