Born to become luna?

part 4

It hurts my body hurts everywhere. I cant move. When I opened my eyes it's all black . I started panicking but realizationhit me that i was in small dark room where Sabrina beat me to death.Then i rememberd my mate his harsh word which break my heart. I just stay in same position cursing my fate since I can't move. My tears keep falling and I didn't try to stopped.

After like ages I heard someone coming. Igot panicked maybe they are here to hurt me again. Suddenly door was opened n i  saw dark figure only it looks like a girl. "Hey are you alright" the girl said i didn't reply i just tried ti sat but hiss in pain. "Don't move it only hurt you" saying this she turn the light it wasn't that bright but ok to see her face. She slowly approach towards me she sat near me and try to touch me but i tried to move away."let me see your wound m here to help you" ok saying this she again try to touch me and this time I let her touch me. "Why you are not healing. Your wounds are still fresh and bleading" she said worriedly and I didn't say anything. I know why m not healing

1. My 1st mate rejected me that make my wolf weak.
2. I didn't sift for long argumentI me in this year
And 3. My second chance mate didn't reject me but didn't accept me either n because of lack of his scent my body is weak.
But I can't say to her.

She take out something from her pocket.
"It's herbal medicine it will help you to heal. And don't asked n where did i got this." I didn't say anything. She applied to my wound and I feel little relief.
"Thank you" I said in low voice. "Welcome. Bytheway my name is Lila am omega." She smile and wait for my answer. "Jane omega too." I said wit smile.
"It was nice meeting you but i 've lots of work. Do u think you can walk because Sabrina ordered me to bring you down for kitchen work. Am sorry i know you are still hurt but if we don't go down we will be in big trouble." She said apologetically. I nod then she helped me to get up then we went down where is the kitchen.

My body still hurts but i can't make it excuse because she might hurt me more, because some people love to see others in pain and she is one of them I guess.

When I arrived in the kitchen Sabrina saw me then she insult me in front of everyone which I don't want to go in detail. I help other maid in the kitchen to cook food for higher level pack member.
It wasn't easy when you are in so much pain but I didn't ve choice but Lila really help me, while working Lila told me about her pack that their pack is most strongest pack in the world the big then others too. When she said they 've almost 1000 members in the pack I was shocked.

                              In my old pack there was almost 300 members which wasn't small but this pack is too much. I wonder how did he  manage to keep all together. Lila told me that their alpha is very strict when it comes to the rule if any one break the rule, the punishment is very big to dare to break rules. And she also said that he didn't ve mate but her next sentence break my heart into millions piece. "I heard that Our alpha soon going to announce Emily as our Luna and.."She kept saying something which I didn't listen I only listen that he is going to make other shewolf his Luna means he is going to mate with her and again my world collapse in front of me.