Reach Out (Jordan Jansen Love Story)

Secrets..

Chapter 10;

*Jordan's POV*

"Go on?" My lips fell in a flat line. I knew it had to be serious because cheeky has been acting weird these last few days since he met Sadie.

"Jordan.. I noticed that you kinda liked Sadie correct?" I nodded. "Well, before I became a bodyguard I was engaged to a beautiful women named Abigail Roberts..-" I cut him off.

"That's Sadie's last name! small world." I smiled at the thought of her.

"That's what I wanted to tell you... um Jordan I'm Sadie's biological dad, Abigail wanted me to get a job as a lawyer or something, but I wanted to protect others so I moved away and broke up our engagement, then months later she wrote a letter saying she was pregnant.." All kinds of emotions went through my mind. Why didn't he tell me this before? But most important why hasn't he told Sadie... It must've been so hard for her growing up without a dad.

"That's good news! We have to tell Sadie!" He glared at me for a few minutes then finally spoke up. "Jordan I don't think I can tell her at all. I haven't been with her throughout her whole life, its not my place to step up and try to be a dad now." 

He seemed very upset so I made him a cup of hot chocolate and brung it to him. We talked a little more about his life before becoming a bodyguard until I think he finally had enough, he stood up and smiled, "Jordan I know I'm supposed to be the one protecting you, but you really saved me tonight. Thank you. I'll pick you and Sadie up tomorrow and we can all go to the beach. sound good?" I nodded and watched him go through the front door, get in his car, and drive off.

I don't really know what to do now.. I know this big secret that Sadie's been dying to know her whole life. Who her father was. I decided to text her since I haven't talked to her for a couple hours, she's probably asleep but oh well might as well tell her what she means to me.

[To:Sadie

Hey beautiful. I had a very nice evening with you. I'm glad you decided to be mine, I guess hard work does pay off(; I'm so excited to spend what I hope is a long time with you, you make me happier then I have ever been. I get butterflies in my stomach every time I hear your name. & when I'm not with you, all I do is miss you. So tomorrow babe, me you & cheeky are all going to the beach (: prepare yourself for a magical evening. Goodnight. or Goodmorning, whenever you are reading this haha]

I smiled and clicked send. I shut my phone off and tried to fall asleep. But I couldnt, all I could think about was the big secret. I knew if Sadie ever found out that I knew who her father was and didn't tell her, she would probably be gone and it would end all my happiness.