All I Wanted ((COMPLETED))

Well it's a shame I'm a dream

OMG! My first chapter that's not in italics! I'm gonna try to answer a few questions in this chapter, but leave you with more question then you came with ;)
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*Ricky's P.O. V.*

I looked out at the crowd, hoping that Sienna might have shown up, but I knew she wasn't going to be there. She had to stay back at home to rest because of her leukemia.

"What's up, motherfuckers?!" Chris screamed into the microphone, causing the crowd to roar in response. We were currently on tour with Falling in Reverse for a few months, and I was so excited. However, I had really wanted to stay at home with Sienna so I could be there for her, but the guys needed me and she had rather me go with them.

"This show will be dedicated to someone we're all close with in some way or another. Even though she's at home and can't be with us today, we're doing this show for Sienna, " Chris announced. We planned on doing heavier versions of slow songs. The crowd cheered and jumped as we started the first song. It was called "Wait Out the Days" by Rock Votolato. I've done a cover of the song before, so I knew the chords fairly well. It was Sienna's favorite song. Tears started to well in my eyes as I started strumming. Chris' voice flew from the speakers as the crowd roared with excitement. I could see a few wiping away any tears that spilled from their eyes.

"When the memory is a blank page
And the teeth in your
Mouth are all cliches
Your heart is a bag of rocks
Your soul is a pile of ashes on the sidewalk
There's an eagle
Scout project
I used to come to to feel some kind of magic
Now a story less - we'll wait out the days
Wait out the days
Till death comes to claim
Anything that life didn't already take
You can wait out the days
The catch 22s are all catching up with you
They're laying
All over the middle ground
You were walking on to avoid
'Em and it's too late to turn around
On the corner of Morisson
There's a shop that sells bracelets and little glass ornaments
Looking in you can feel the magic
And wait out the days
Wait out the days
Till death comes to claim
Anything that life didn't already take
You can wait out the days, " Chris sang. By the end of the song, tears were streaming freely down my face as I thought about Sienna. I needed to hurry up and get back home to see her. Being on tour without her was hard, and I missed seeing her every day. I missed her laugh, her smile, they way she scrunched her face and smiled whenever I kissed her nose, they way she would stand on her tippy toes to kiss my cheek. Everything about her I missed. Sure, I was going to get to come back to her, but we've been on tour for a month now, and we'd be on tour for another four months. It was going to be hard doing this without her, but I guess I'll just have to imagine her being there. She'll be merely a dream, a spirit, over the next four months.