Love Me

5;

Taehyung's POV

"Hey, you okay? You been spacing out", Hobi asked.

"A-Ah, yeah, I'm fine", I gave a faked smile.

He stared at me for awhile. Then smiled back.

"Okay, good", he said and went back to his phone.

I sighed and leaned back on the chair.

Why are you so curious Jungkook? Why were you looking at us in the first place?...wait, does that mean he's been looking at me? Did he..notice me? Why now, how come you notice me when I finally gave up on you?..Your making this hard for me Jungkook!!

I sighed and sat up.

"Let's go Hobi", I said.

He nodded and followed me out. I looked to my side and saw Jungkook sitting at the bleachers alone.

I do feel bad leaving him earlier. But, I just had to, I didn't want more pain in my life. I need to avoid him.

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"Thanks for taking me home Hobi, I'll see you tomorrow", I said and waved goodbye. He waved back and turned around.

I turned around and stood at the door step. I was scared to walk in. I don't want to get hit again....heh what am I saying, I should be use to it. I took a deep breath and walked in.

"I'm home", I said softly.

"Where the fuck were you yesterday, huh?!", my dad yelled.

"I-I was at Hobi's house..", I said and looked down.

"Oh wow, that bitch is back", he snickered.

I got mad when he called Hobi a bitch, but I held it in.

"How come you didn't want to come home, huh?!", he yelled.

I stood there silent and afraid.

"Nothing, huh?!", he punched me in the stomach and kicked my leg really hard.

"If your grandma wasn't dead, I would've sent you back and never let you come back, ever", he said harshly and walked away.

I laid on the ground and cried silently for awhile. Later, I got up and limped towards my room. I leaned against the door, and stared at nothing, blankly.

Why does this have to happen to me? Why me, huh?!

I slid down to the floor and hugged my knees. I held my wrist tightly.

"No Tae, you can't do it, your doing a good job right now, don't mess it up", I said to myself.

I stared at the box that was peeking under my bed. That box...full of razors, knifes,..blades.

"No Tae, don't do it", I muttered.

I looked at my wrist and stared at the leather bracelet. I smiled at the thought of Hobi.

I know Hobi will get upset about this..

"I'm sorry, but I have to do it"

Jungkook's POV

I laid in my bed and stared at the ceiling.

Taehyung..why are you making me feel like this?...Do I have feelings for you?

I closed my eyes and sighed deeply.

Ahh, Taehyung, he's so beautiful...his eyes, those dark hazel color eyes,..his nose with the cute little mole on it,..and his lips, those...pink plump lushes lips, I just want to set mine on his...

"Kim Taehyung, what are you doing to me?", I muttered.

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Later, I felt something was wrong. I started to panic out of nowhere. I can just...feel it.

And it has to do something with..Taehyung.