I hate you,
I hate you for everything you've done.
I hate loving you.
I hate seeing you..
You have destroyed me,
Broken me,
Torn me apart.
And yet,
I don't hate you,
As I should,
As I want to.
Because as much as it hurts,
You took a piece of me.
You murdered the woman I was,
And now,
I am a shell of my former self.
I cannot handle my brain swimming,
Thoughts of you flooding.
I have nightmares,
Horrible nightmares,
Of what happened.
Of how much you scared me.
Of how much,
I once loved the man,
No the MONSTER,
That destroyed me.
