Oh lover dear
You look at me and ask simple questions
You get concerned when I'm not myself
You do not know lover dear
That while I put on a facade of happy
I've lost almost all motivation to do things I love
I sit away in a dark room
As many teens do and I ponder
What worth do I really have to offer?
For you see I am a mere human being
But a broken one at that
And you see I keep many secrets lover dear
But that's only for your protection
You need not to know of the terrors in the night
From which of I wake up in a fright
Nor do you need to know of the thoughts that keep me awake
Or the effects that lack of sleep
Are having on my brain
I don't want you to know lover dear
For worry and fear are wasted
On me a broken soul
Lover dear you know I am in pain
But lover dear why do you treat me with such
Such a love and tenderness I have never had
A mere hug takes all my strength not to burst into tears
But my lover dear do not fear
For the promise I made this year
Is not broken yet
I am still here alive and breathing
But only barely
You see my lover dear I am in pain
I want to scream
But no scream has came
I am silent as the beat of an owls wings
And silent I shall remain my lover dear.
I wanted to vent, so I put it here and my DeviantArt...
