A Cure For the Lonely Heart

Prologue

(Before I begin: just wanna say that there's a music video on one of my personal favourites for my readers to get an good impression of what this prologue would be like & also hopefully it gives off a nostalgic feeling so I recommend playing it while reading this long ass thang. Oh and by the way - credits goes to NightcorePX for lending me this video to share with y'all. The music itself show how wonderful a time I had then & hopefully  will continue to do so)

                        To start off - I want to say thank you. To all my fellow viewers and the people who were/still in my life. That includes everyone I've ever met. The good & the bad. Also to all the times we've shared. The happy memories we've stored up thus far. These are the feelings I would never forget as long as I live. The people that entered and left my life - these are the people that would always live in my heart should my memory prove faulty.

                        Oh.. I should have introduced myself earlier. My name is David Fan. My full name is David Teng-Che Fan. But no way could you remember something bound to be so long a name eh? I'm also known as just David or Dave. So you can call me by any name that is bound similarly to my actual name. Why did I decide to become an author of my own real life story? Well. To answer my readers questions, I took to writing simply because it is something I will be able to look back and read everything I've ever written that were the main spotlights of my life should I ever forget in time of the memories that were once very important to me. Also, don't misunderstand but It's not only for myself that I'm writing my very own realistic story, but also to my viewers interests on someone else's ordinary life. I may be one life out of billions of people out there but that doesn't mean my life shouldn't prove to be extraordinary even if it is quite ordinary by society standards. At any rate, I've had my own share of struggles just as well as everyone else. Even if it might not mean much of a struggle to someone else but to me it was quite the battle I've had to come face to face with. I hope I could express all the past experiences in words as well as I felt them passing by me in a blur of colors/colorless. I guess I should also mention my personality. Or better yet, to try and describe them as best I could in as many words as possible.

                        My personality as of now allows me to standout a lot mainly because of my ability to communicate and keep the conversation flowing. Do I enjoy talking to people? Why of course. It is why I was given this gift to discuss just about anything in common and also things at random with others that I know well. Acquaintances are included but less of that since I'm not very attuned to them. But I'd say it's enough though. I am hilarious as people tells me. But I could be vulgar sometimes and really it has nothing to do with me being a bad person. It's just how I am at this very moment. I don't mean to offend anyone. I meant my jokes to be only just jokes. Making sexual references as light as possible to avoid any hate but also try to make it funny at the same time. So yeah basically I do like to tease others. Doesn't have to be a sexual reference really to set me off on you haha. Anyways, I guess you could call me kind hearted. I do my best to keep everyone in check on my best form. Keeping everyone happy and going is not my job. I do it because I want to. Again, that's just me though. That's how I usually operate in my best mood. Another personality trait I have is that I do not tend to hold grudges for long. I'm one of those guys that would be willing to forgive you should I knew what you were really like - a good person overall. But I have to warn you though.. I can forgive others but I can't forgive myself  very easily IF I happened to have done something very very disapproving. Just putting that out there. I guess that's enough out of my character for now.

                        Since I mentioned I like helping people - it would definitely fall into the "keeping everyone happy" catalog. But hey. I'm a human being too. Just like you. I do have tendencies of having a pessimistic outlook when I am about to get crushed by the pressure of some worst case scenarios. One example of that would be based on the environment you're living in - it'd totally change your outlook on things depending on the environment itself. Sorry if that was kinda confusing but I couldn't quite put it into words straight from my head for some stuff. Some things written in here are pretty self explanatory. Some others are just too difficult to put it in better sense.  In any case, I haven't always had a positive attitude toward many things before.  two persons and plenty others who follows behind has changed my pessimistic outlook to an optimistic outlook. Mostly these two special beings I may add (Oh no! Don't get the wrong idea! I'm totally not two-timing! This novel has a romance tag in here as you can see so there WILL be romance clearly written yes. That includes romances happening with my friends other than myself of course) will get into that throughout the novel. So just sit back, relax , grab a cup of your preferable beverage and enjoy the adventure of my life~