I took all the baby stuff to the baby’s room and then put in the corner of the room. I put the paint, the carpet, the wallpaper and the flooring into the baby’s room. We moved everything in and then went straight to bed as we were so tired.
I got up early so I could decorate the rooms. Louise had gone out with my parents and her parents for dinner but I refused to go. I painted the room 3 times then waited until it dried before getting the carpet and attaching it to the floor.
I also stuck up the wallpaper in my room and put the flooring down. The only reason I know how to do this sort of stuff is because my dad showed me and we decorated my sisters rooms together.
By the night I had done all the wallpaper and flooring and I put up the cot and all the other baby stuff up as well.
*3 months later*
*Louise's P.O.V*
A month ago last week my brother was born. He has brown hair with little curls in it and he has blue eyes. He weight 7lb 11. He is very healthy and is a very happy little baby. He is so cute as well, my dad won't leave him alone for a second.
My mum just sleeps and changes the nappies as well as cleaning, she just has been so busy recently that we haven't been able to talk to her properly. My mum and dad has 5 children now and so does Louis and Courtney and they still have time for other people it's like they are ashamed of me all of a sudden.
I haven't been sleeping at night and I haven't been able to think clearly. I have only thought about one thing and that is this baby.
I love her to bits and there is 2 weeks left until my baby is due and I have only just realized how hard this is going to be.
I'm not sure I am ready to be a parent, I don't think I can keep her.
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