*A couple of weeks later*
*Louis' P.O.V*
After a long talk with Courtney, Tasha, Harry, Kallysta, Savanna, Eddie I realized that they were truly sorry.
It was in the past and it was before I was in a proper relationship with Courtney so it's not like she cheated on me.
Of course it hurt me. It broke my heart to pieces. She kept a secret from me and slept with my best friend who is like a brother to me.
But I forgive them. Forgive and forget or live and regret right?
We are still debating whether to renew our vows or not. I said all that in anger but I don't think we could say our vows without thinking about the day I found out about the three kids.
"Lou, stop thinking so hard" Courtney laughed.
"It's fine don't worry" I replied.
"You'll have wrinkles in your forehead if you frown so much" Courtney coughed with laughter.
"Fuck it" I laughed.
*Courtney's P.O.V*
I realized that Louis was thinking about something serious and the only thing we were really talking about was re marrying.
"Lou, you don't want to get remarried do you?" I said with sadness in my voice.
"I do, just not at this moment in time. I thought that our love was strong enough to overcome anything but after finding out all that stuff I just think it has put a strain on our relationship" Louis softly spoke.
"That's okay, don't worry. We don't have to get re married, it's probably for the best anyway" I replied turning over on my side.
"You okay?" he asked.
"Yeah, just going to go to sleep. Really tired" I softly spoke.
"Okay, night" he spoke.
I turned off my light and snuggled into my blanket.
I felt the tear fall down my face. One went down then two, then three, then they just kept coming.
I silently cried my self to sleep due to the guilt I was feeling. I've ruined my marriage with Louis. I wish I didn't do anything with Harry now.
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