OVER AGAIN(Sequel to One Love)

The Hardest!

Jennifer's P.O.V.
I'm so damn nervous. Kate is just a few days off of her delivery date. I've never been this anxious before, not even during my first delivery.

"I have an idea!" I was startled by the voice. I was in my own world to notice that I was actually having dinner with Kate and Christie.

"We should face time Zayn. We will keep it a secret from him. We will broadcast the video in his concert. I wanna see his face." Kate beamed eating her food. Little does she know that very few survive with a complicated pregnant uterus. Sure I was gonna try my best.

I just nodded, playing with the food on my plate. I stood up and I could feel their gazes as I threw the food in the bin and put the dish in the dishwasher.

"Jenny!" Kate called but I ignored her. I climbed the stairs two at a time, and smack dab in Kate's closet. I wore a white crop top, denim jeans and sneakers to go. I grabbed my purse making sure I had cash, phone and an overcoat to fight the cold outside.

"Where are you going?" Christie asked.

"I'll be back soon." I replied bluntly ignoring my sister's calls. Getting in the car I sped off to an unknown direction. God, I need a rough drive tonight to take my mind off of everything. The roads were empty and the police hardly pay attention to rash driving during the night. I pressed the accelerator as hard as I could and drove roughly on the roads.

After about half hour of driving I stopped outside a club. A long time since I was drunk so I decided to do it now. I parked my car in the valet and headed towards the entrance. I paid the entry fee. The bouncers eyed me up and down taking in my appearance. I raised my eyebrows showing them my annoyance to which they stamped my hand and I entered through the doors.

The loud music blared in my ears and I went straight to the bar.

"Give me the strongest vodka you have." I ordered the bartender. He made a drink and I downed it in no time. The loud music helping the alcohol to my brain. I ordered one more and drank it too.

One more and after three shots my brain was fuzzy. I knew what I was doing but had no control on my actions so I decided to stop. I handed him a wad of cash telling him to keep the change. I felt euphoric as I went to the dance floor and started moving with the music. It was as if I had no worries. My brain felt light and I was enjoying the music.

A feeling of mixed emotions coursed through me as I remembered I had a tough job ahead. I had to deliver Kate's baby. I had no idea whether she would be alive after that or not. Tears streamed down my cheeks as I imagined  my life without her. She's my twin. We share everything. How am I supposed to live without her? I found my car and sat down next to it.

I searched for my phone in my purse and I just knew who to call at this moment. I pressed the green button in front of his name and I could hear the ring.

"Hello!" His voice was groggy. Maybe he was sleeping.

"Niall." I broke out a sob. My whole body was shaking.

"Jenny!" He sounded alarmed. "Shit. What happened?

I continued crying.  I couldn't utter a single word. The tears were coming non stop.

"Babe, please calm down. Tell me what's wrong." His voice sounded so soothing right now. I wanted to lay in his arms.

"Jenny, baby.."

"I'm scared, Niall!" I managed to say but continued to cry.

"Sshh. Jenny, I know. I know what you're going through. But right now I just need you to stop crying please." His voice seemed to have been affecting me as my body stopped shaking. And the flow of tears reduced.