the meet&greet (martin garrix)

chapter 13.

AN=ohh 13 is an unlucky number so lets hope this chapter isnt unlucky.

fuck.

"can you smell that?" martin asked me "yes i can" i said panicing "stop here and we'll have a look" martin said,pointing to a gas station. i pulled in and we got out,martin was about to look under the car whem i stopped him "stop,it could be dangerous" i told him,grabbing his shoulder back. "you do it then?" martin said sarcastically,he went to bend down again,

"fine. i"ll do it" i said to martin. i started to bed down to see what the horrible burning smell was then BANG!

i felt my body being tossed in the air with glass and bits of shart things slamming at my body as i was coming down,i couldnt see anything it was like someone had turned my eye sight off.

i heard loads of people screaming and crying and running around and shouting "hello?" or "are you okay?" of course im not okay i have just been thrown about and slammed to the ground with other bits of shit falling at me.

the only voice that stood out to me was martins. "siena,wake up" i heard him cry "siena,dont die on me" it was heartbreaking,all i wanted to do was scream and shout but i couldnt. i had an idea of what i wanted to say but my mouth wouldnt let me.

dust was all in my eyes and i felt lots of heat from one side of my body and i was terrified,scared to death. i wanted ariana. i wanted my mum. my screams were heard my no one. only my mind. "siena" i felt to hands on my shoulders and then they started to shake me about.

help me.

someone help me.

im scared

lost and

confused

my eyes became very very heavy and i began to feel like i wanted to throw up "hel-" was all i managed to get out "did you just say hell? do you think your going to hell? no way siena! no. eugh fuck. im sorry,this is...this..is my fault" i believe it was martin who said this.

i felt a tear on my cheek but it wasnt mine.

it was martins.

"siena please,i love you" martin said i could tell he was really crying now because his voice became shaky.

i want to speak.

then why dont you.

i cant.

this is your fault.

i know it is.

martin hates you now.

i know.

"siena,i love you"

hes lying.

my whole body began to shut down,my eyes became heavy and now they were shutting.

just go.

"im sorry.."

"siena,sorry for what? its my fault"

"im sorry"

and that was it.

/AN so this was an unlucky chapter. opps. i actually started to tear up writing this:(  i'll be updating later tomorrow. i love you all bye

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