the meet&greet (martin garrix)

chapter 14.

AN=btw the whole of this chapter is going to be martins pov:) enjoy!

martins POV.

her eyes closed and i knew that was it "i have found the ambulance" i heard someone shout. i hated to see siena like this,she didnt do anything wrong. she was just a normal beautiful girl. she wasnt moving and i dont know if she was breathing "why,why you?" i whisper to myself.

i punch the ground surrounded by bits of glass and car thats on fire. i didnt care though i just wanted to be with her. "move!" i heard someone shout and then dragging them off of me as a huge chunk of car comes flying down and landing right beside her "fuck off" i shout and pull siena in my direction and lay her on my lap "why you?" i whisper again.

im not the type of person to cry but i am and its killing me. it kills me knowing that i might not see siena again.

fuck.

why did i half to stay lastnight? why couldnt i have just went home and none of this would of happened or why couldnt i have just checked instead of her? i care way more about her than my stinking career.

"exuse me sir but your going to have to let us handle it from here because she could be seriously injured" one of the paramedics said "well of course she is idiot. shes been blown up basically" i grow back at him. they begin to pick her up and put her on the stretcher and wheel her into the ambulance "can i come with you? im her boyfriend and her mum is away" i ask the paramedics nicely which is weird because i feel like ripping his heart out and saying "this is how i feel now" but i cant because its for sienas sake

"yes you can" the paramedic finally replys and i jump in sitting next to siena laying there broken on the stretcher "you have quite a cut on your face there sir,you might want to get that checked out" one of the woman says thats in the back with us "no" i say not looking at her and just keeping all my attention on siena "sir,we'd really advi-" i cut the bitch off "look,i do not care about me all i care about is siena so leave me alone" i snap at her and squeezing sienas hand tighter "i know what your going through" she says calmy.

man how can these fucking paramedics be so calm all the time like fuck! i snap within 2 seconds of someone being a nippy fucker.

we finally get to the hospital and i cant keep my attention off of siena. shes put in a room and i demand i go with her and they let me. noone else is in this room so i start talking to her "siena,i really wish this was me and not you. i cant loose you,you mean everything to me. you are my world" i cant hold the tears back and i start stroking her hair "i know you cant here me but i dont care,im not going to leave you im staying" i manage to get out because of all these hiccups.

"martin right? we are going to be taking siena to an x ray room,so you can either stay here or go home?" this really polite lady asks me with a clipboard in her hand "yes,i want to stay here" i say. i kiss sienas head and whisper "i love you,babe" and then these couple of guys come and take her.

after about 1 hour of waiting this lady comes not the one from before though "im sorry but....

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