ᴀʟɪᴇɴs ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴ 👾 (ᴇᴠᴀɴ ᴡᴀʟᴋᴇʀ x ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ)

^ ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ ɴɪɴᴇ ^

Their argument isn't over yet however... It was only beginning.

"At Least stay... Don't go out there alone you know how dangerous it is," He tried to reason however he knew that she wasn't having any of it today.

Y/N felt fucking played... She felt retarded and yet that couldn't over come the urge pulling her back to stay and be safe... And the part of her that wanted to rebel against him and put herself in danger- That didn't seem to be happening now.

"You just want me to stay so that you can kill me because I found out!" She exclaimed back turning around to face him once again her mind on anything but leaving now.

"Like I said if I wanted to kill you, I would have done it already," He tried to explain however she knew that he could be lying for all she knew and still have a plan to kill her with surprise.

"I-If you really loved me then you wouldn't have lied to me," She mumbled never meeting his burning gaze as she knew that her words would hurt him however they were the truth and hse knew that the truth hurts.

"It was to protect you... You know that everything I do is to protect you," He pointed out yet this time his words weren't soothing like they always were they were like needles poking at her heart. "I've told you that so many times and it's the truth,"

"The truth won't make up for the lies that you've told me... No wonder you knew so much about the others because you are one- No wonder Mark came after us because you're not doing what Vosh wanted... You put me in danger... I got shot again because of you!" She exclaimed storming past him only to stop at the sound of his breath hitching and then... A sob.

She had never heard the Evan Walker cry... This was the first time, thus there was a first for everything. This caused her own breath to get hitched in her throat and once again tears to form in her eyes.

"I never meant for this to happen you have to believe me," He cried never moving from his place knowing fully well that he would probably make things worse.

"I don't know whether you're faking to get me to feel bad for you or this is real," She pointed out immediately after feeling like nothing less of a heartless person thus her muscles tensed.

"Why the hell would I fake it? Y/N this is fucking serious I don't want to lose you... I admit I should have told you but-"

"But what Evan? Why the hell wouldn't you have told me... We did everything together, we were ride or dies and now I don't know about that... I don't know if I'll ever be able to trust you as much as I once did," She snapped back already done with the excuse he was about to bring up.

"I-I-I knew that you wouldn't ever love me the same for who I really was," He murmured his voice became low and fragile at the end her heart breaking at the sight of this half man half alien offspring. "I wanted our love to be real and that was the only way it would have worked,"

"How the hell would that work Evan... Lying to me wouldn't make it real it's nothing but fake- Maybe if I saw that you didn't lie to me I could trust you for who you are but now... Now I don't know," She exclaimed her voice running down hill at the end whilst she didn't know how to continue. Her mind was a jumbled mess she honestly didn't even know what the hell to think anymore.

"I thought it would hell I didn't know I just wanted to take my best chance of being with you!" He fought back through rage. "You were the one I was fighting for this whole time that's the only reason I did it... It wasn't to hurt you or to make you mad but for you to love someone I'm not-"

"That's right you're not human you're an other and we can't... We can't be together even if we want-"

"Why not? Why the hell does it matter-"

"It matters so much that you had to lie to me so obviously it does!" She pointed out through a sigh. "It's not right... Hell that could be why Mark was so mad at me," She explained through a sigh.

"We can make it work- hell we lasted two years together-"

"I got shot and so did you, and may you not forget that Vosh is out for your head and I'm not so sure I want to be apart of that," She mumbled finally meeting his teary eyes with hers.

"What about our plan of taking him down and being happy together-"

"That was before I knew what you were... Once one of them always one of them you could turn on me quick and I would never see it coming,"

"Y/N I-"

"We're over Evan... You're going to get me killed and you and I both know that," Before she could get out the rest a tear escaped his left eye whilst she watched it snake down his cheek.

The pain that clouded his eyes caused her heart to plummet to the floor. The pain that was spewing out caused her to want to glance away from his beautiful green orbs however she couldn't... As though her brain wasn't connected to her body.

He didn't say anything either his eyes never leaving hers. Their eyes never parting nor the tears stopped. Neither of them dared move first neither of them wanted to move. They knew that once they did their relationship would be over and that had been something they were still trying to hold onto.

It was as though their eyes held the words in which wouldn't escape her lips, and their body language held their emotions in which they didn't know how to let out. Evan was going to reach out to Y/N however he hadn't and that's something that he regrets till this day.

Maybe she wouldn't have left him.

He knew that it was a long shot but maybe... Maybe she wouldn't have left him if he had. Maybe if he wasn't an other things would be different however he knew that he couldn't change himself.

Maybe if he would have told her things would be different. Questions ran throughout his mind whilst he knew that things would be different if he had made a different decision however he hadn't and now... Now Y/N didn't love him anymore.

Because who he was was nothing less of a disgrace.

"I'm sorry Evan," She finally got out voice wavering and cracking as she talks she turned around and walked into their bedroom and that was when he heard the click of the lock.

Hours later he could still hear her sobs as the night was long as it was impossible for him to sleep. The next morning when he went to go give her breakfast she was gone, and had escaped out the window.

Escaped from him.