Resurrect The Sun -boyxboy-

Chapter 3

I made the girls some dinner than made something for me and Christopher as well.

I walked back up stairs and into my room, Christopher was on my bed reading something, what not just something, my journal!!

yes i have a journal, i thinks its best to write one because its either write a journal or keep everything looked inside me.

"What the hell are you doing?" I said putting the food down on my dresser than ripping my journal out of his hands while throwing him a life threatening glare.

"Do I really cause you that much pain?" He asked sounding kinda, well, sad about it.

I just sat down at my desk not looking at him. How can i look at him? I write everything in my journal. Like my problems, my pain, my songs, my story's, hell i write about my crushes in it! And my crush just so happens to be him! What if he read about it?!?

"Jamie?" He said getting up and walking towards me, i got up and walked away from him. "Hey are you okay?" He said looking at me worriedly.

"Why did you read this? This is private." I said my voice cracking in the middle.

I couldn't help it, he practically just read my entire life.

"I'm sorry Jamie, but i was putting my papers away and seen a book sitting under your bed so i took it out and read the first page and i couldn't seem to stop." He said looking at me like he was really sorry.

Yeah right, assholes like him are never sorry.

"If you were sorry you wouldn't of read it in the first place." I said getting angry now whipping my tears away.

"Common Jamie I'm sorry, and I'm sorry for more than one reason." I looked at him confused not sure what he meant.

"What do you mean?" I stuttered turning to face him.

"I'm sorry for causing you so much pain."

"Yeah right you fucking bastered, you enjoyed every minute of it, always picking on me just because I'm gay, i mean by the way you were actually a couple minutes ago you'd think your gay, but like that would ever happen, what are you just trying to hurt me even more?" I said all in one breath not being able to stop myself.

He just looked at me in a odd way, wait, what if he actually is gay!!

"Are you gay Christopher?" I asked stepping closer to him. I know what its like to be gay and have no one there for you.

"What? are you crazy of course I'm not gay you stupid fagot! I'm out of here."

And with that he ran out of my room and house slamming the door behind him.

I hugged my journal to my chest.

Oh Christopher, you cant hide gay from another gay.

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short i know im making the next chapter A LOT longer

IDK

~Not edited