Silver Lining This

Prologue:

I DIDN'T KNOW what to do.

How to react.

I was crying over something that made me even more sad than the day that I got the news from my parents one year ago. I knew that I shouldn't have been crying. That I could trust the situation. That something good would come out of this. I believe in Silver Linings. Probably the last girl of my generation that actually has faith in the things she believes in.

I want to see the good in people.

But as a curse, I get the complete opposite. I was cursed with seeing the bad in people. Only the bad. I can't trust. I can't make friends. I can barely talk to my parents. I am a paranoid mess. And to top it all of, I have a disorder. One that I can't fight no matter how hard I try. And soon this disorder will catch me. I'm spending the remainder of my time hoping that maybe I could run fast enough so it can't catch up.

But that would be wishful thinking. Now the only thing that I can do is hope for the best and plan for the worst. The suspense is killing me but I have to wait it out. And wait for a Silver Lining.

Is there really such a thing as a Silver Lining?

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Hey guys!! I want to explain a little bit about this story. I know it's kind of a bad book so far. But this story/book is based off my life. So this book is kind of like my journal, telling everything that has happened in my life. So the feelings are real, the people are real, and the events are real but the one thing that isn't real is that I don't have the disorder the prologue is talking about so due to that, I decided to spice my life up a bit in This book. That's where the disorder comes into the story.

I'd like to dedicate all of this book to my best friend Rachel. Because she is amazing and I love her so much. I don't know where I would be without her.

I hope you guys love it or at least like it enough to read after the prologue. I love you guys and thank you!!(;