Poems

Love

I fell in love before
But that never worked out I was hurt deep down in pain I wanted to cry curled up in a ball i wanted to break you down and make you feel the pain I felt make you cry suffer have you up late night thinking I'm not enough for you stressed hair falling out breaking down slowly but surly loosing your mind and yourself smoking drinking not believing in a fucking fairytales because the shit is completely utter "BULLSHIT" I lost me and I lost me cause of you I turned into Miami a different side of me I never wanted anyone to experience I just wanted me back I just wanted the insecurities and voices to stop I just wanted feel pretty again ....do you understand how hard it was for me? No so for you to come here steal my heart and break it feeding me I love you and you my world nigga "SHUT THE FUCK UP" crazy I loved you keyword loved which is past tease which means I did love you but I don't no more friends we can be

New love
I found me a new love years of thinking I'll never find no one else who steal my heart away like you did but I was wrong he did he made me feel special brand new who new I'll ever fall in love again but I did he made my cloudy days better he blocked that side from spilling out of me he remade me and he made the real me but plus more maturity happiness and confidence he made me forget that I ever had flaws and problems of course I helped my baby out with a few demon himself just like he did for me a real ride or die my baby my world and one day that diamond will glow

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That poem was old but tell me what y'all think about it