-Kamryn
Lately i've been home alot and been relaxing . Me and aubs havent been at our best cause ya know hes been doing his thing , ya know since hes just getting off of tour , the ambass . Of the Raptors , and now he has his own shoe line too ! Ugh im soo proud of him. He hasnt said anything or asked about the accident so im just gonna let that slide. But its almost christmas time and i have no idea what to do or get anybody. We havent had much communication but i understand why. Jamaila is supose to come and visit me today and aubs is supose to come home today. Theres so much going on right now between me and him . When i got home that day i havent said anything to him about anything . Sometime we would have a little convo but other than .. Hes been gone. It seems like he hasnt really had any feeling for me. This whole time he hasnt asked if was okay or if i needed anything. I guess he thinks im okay cause I havent asked for anything . Maybe he just thinks im okay because i've been feeling good and havent had any pain problems i guess . While im here , home by myself .. Hes out partying and bullshit like that for the past week. Ugh i have no idea what im say right now .. Lemme go take a nap before Jamila gets here. I feel so lonely.
*2:37 pm*
i was on the couch downstairs when i heard the door bell ring about 10 times .. Knowing it was only one person.
(0pens door)
Jamaila : heeey baaaebeee !! (hugs kam) omg how u feelin ?!
Kamryn: good , atleast somebody cares.. (goes to couch)
Jamila: whatchu mean .. Aubs been here with you .. Right ??
Kamryn: you know hes been gone off(gco)
Jamila: fuckin with other bitches
Kamryn:*sighs* no girl.. Hes been busy duuh , i wish i would find out that hes cheatin on me .. His life will become hell.
Jamila: woah girl .. I was just playin . You must love him alot huh.
Kamryn: yeah why ??
Jamila: just wonderin. But theres a reason why i came here.
Kamryn: why
Jamila: you know i love you right girl
Kamryn: yeeeah ...
Jamila: well .. Promise you wont get mad cause i aint tryna mess up something good
Kamryn: i promise , now tell me !!
Jamila: okay okay .. Well , lately i've seen something about aubs .. Saying that hes messing with some girl named Zoe Kravitz(gco)
Kamryn: yeah i know .. I heard , for some reason i dont think he is buut then again
Jamila: whats been up with him lately . He dont seem like himself .
Kamryn: to be truthful .. I dont know .. Me and him havent really had a REAL convo in a while so i really dont know whats wrong with him .. He acts like he cant come and talk to me or something .. Do you think its me cause i know sometimes i bottle things up inside of me and dont let things out to people .. I just dont know how to tell him what really happend . I dont know what to dooo ja.
Jamila: you want me to talk to him orr
Kamryn: naah i got this .. Imma have to talk to my bae if he wanna know it from me and wants all the detail
Jamila:okay thats-(goc , doorbell rings)
Kamryn: hmm whos this ? (opens door)
-DF !!? Why the hell is this chick here .. Oooh aubrey betta bring his lightskinned canandian 6 foot somethin tall ass over here right now cause shit bout to pop off. Sometimes i wonder why the hell does he fuck with bitch ass hoes all the damn time !! This nigga gon learn that he cant just go around fucking random bitched around my back or before me and hope i dont find out about theses tricks . Me and him REALLY REALLY needa talk cause hes gon have to change or imma just leave . Im tried of hearing things in the media saying "hes with this chick , he and so an so were out , hes cheating on me , hes 100 percent commited / loyal to me and blah blah blah !! " I STAND THIS SHIT ANYMORE !!
??: Wheres aubrey ? He told me to come by here so we can talk
Kamryn:who are you ?
??: Dont worry about , this i between me and him (looks Kam up and down)... who are you ?
Kamryn: his girl .. Why you here ?!
??:I'll just stay here until he gets here
*he texted me that hes bout to be home , hes only 15 mins away ... Shit he betta hurry up before i end up in jail*
-hmmm who do you think came back to the house ??
-anyways how you guys like it ? I know this was probably not the chapter you thought it would be but i did the best i could so i hope you loved it :) !!
