Goodbye Chapter 1 [✔]

Should I confess?

December 2015

It's been 4 months since Taehyung lost contact with Sujeong. He tried to live his life like he used to, even the world knows it's hard for him. What can he do? In the past few months, Sujeong lived in his world. No, they didn't always meet. No, they didn't always talk to each other in telephone. But, everytime they have time, they always chat. Just a random chit-chat via KakaoTalk, about their life. It's maybe a simple thing, but Taehyung's rectangular smile always curves in his face everytime he sees Sujeong's name pops up in his phone. Being an idol is tiring, mentally and physically, but Sujeong is the best cure for him. Now, 4 months without her, Taehyung lost his best cure. Everyday gets harder and harder for him. Even though he can see Sujeong through the TV or internet, it was not enough. He needs her, back to his world.

How about Sujeong? Is she doing just fine? Onstage? Yes, she's still the famous Ryuvely who always smile brightly, showing her chubby cheeks to the world. Offstage? She's way too far from the word 'fine'. She has done with Ah-Choo promotion, and now currently they're working on For You promotion, and it was her hard-time. She lose a lot of weight, even their fans know that. Mijoo was the first one who notice it. One day, she told Sujeong to eat more, but Sujeong shook her head and said. ♦

"I can't, eonni. Look, I gained a lot of weight." Sujeong showed Mijoo their performance of For You.

"Ya! It's just your cheeks! But you know you lose a lot of weight! It's a fact!!"

It was really hard Sujeong. Their manager lied about giving their phone back after their Ah-Choo comeback. Until now, their manager have not give their phone back. The only good this was Jisoo now is part of the team again. Jisoo also noticed how miserable Sujeong was. She always tried to find a good time to talk to Sujeong. Sadly, they couldn't talk at all because of their tight schedule. Sujeong always locked her self at her room after they finished their schedule. Lovelyz members couldn't blame her tho, it's not her fault. She's just 19 years old girl who falls in love. Besides, Sujeong was always professional. She did her job flawlessly, showing her bright side to the world and the fans. But losing a lot of her weight is one thing that she cannot hide.

"Sujeong-ah, we have schedule at MBC Gayo Daejejeon on the last day of December." said Baby Soul one day after they finished their schedule.

"Oh? Do we have special stage? Since it's the last day of 2015." asked Sujeong.

"Yes, that's why I'm telling you this now. Can you think about anything?"

"I'll think about it, eonni. Maybe tomorrow I'll tell you something. We have to practise as soon as possible, right?"

"Perfect. I know I can trust you." Baby Soul smiled and continued, "Now, go to sleep. I know you're tired."

Sujeong just smiled and went to her room. As soon as Sujeong closed the door, Jiae came up with a glass of milk on her hand.

"You didn't tell about the line-up?" asked Jiae to Baby Soul.

Baby Soul shook her head. "Don't tell her about the line-up. Tell the other girls too. I want her to focus on our special stage first."

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December 2015

BTS's Dorm

"I heard we will perform at MBC Gayo Daejejeon." said Jungkook as he sat next to Taehyung who stared blankly at the TV.

"Oh." Answered Taehyung shortly.

"Wah!! Isn't it amazing, spending New Year's Eve with other idols too???" Jungkook yelled excitedly.

"Yeah. But without Namjoon hyung? Tsk. We're not complete." said Taehyung.

"Yes, I know. I hope Namjoon hyung get better soon. BUT, isn't amazing, spending New Year's Eve with other idols too???" Jungkook yelled once again, repeating his words. He actually gave Taehyung a code. But it seems like Taehyung couldn't catch it at all. Instead of responding Jungkook, he changed the TV channel.

"Hyung, are you listening to me?" Jungkook poked Taehyung's arm carefully.

"Oh." said Taehyung with his eyes still focus on TV.

Jungkook sighed and shook his head. He was thinking for a while, whether he should tell Taehyung or not. But his tongue was tickling, so finally he said. "Lovelyz will be there."

Taehyung finally turned his head to face Jungkook. "Really???"

It's the first time after 4 months BTS and Lovelyz have the same schedule. It's 100% they will meet each other there.

"Finally. I thought you only have 'Oh' in your dictionary." said Jungkook.

"Are you sure Lovelyz will be there?" asked Taehyung, looked at Jungkook's eyes straightly.

"Yes, hyung. Yes. I read the line up."

Taehyung was silence for a while. He frowned and biting his lips nervously.

"Hyung, are you—" Jungkook couldn't finish his words because suddenly Taehyung turned his face to him and asked.

"Jungkook-ah, should I confess?"

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Reference ♦ : Lovelyz in Wonderland ep.3

♥Author's note♥

YES I KNOW IT'S SHORT. I didn't mean to make this chapter short but suddenly I heard in twitter that Lovelyz will comeback this month ashdaknhjd idk idk it may be a false alarm BUT i couldn't concentrate anymore, I don't even re-read it so maybe there are a lot of typos or something nvm I'll edit it later. I hope I can continue the chapter tomorrow. Lemme go on twitter and start digging the truth lol

Keep loving this fanfic, luvs.