This is for iamdatingmyself if anyone else wants one dm me I'm going to need ur name tho.
Michelle's Pov: My life sucks I hate it so much! Everyone hates me even my parents do! They keep on saying I'm a mistake and there right I am a mistake I bet God even hates me. I hate school so much u must be thinking everyone does but I always get beaten up every single fucking day and I just want to kill myself so bad cuz what's the point of living if the whole world hates u?! I go in my bathroom and look at my mirror. I'm so ugly I'm so fat I'm such a dumbass I'm nothing I'm just a...mistake. I see my blade and grab it yes I cut myself I know I shouldn't but it just helps me and no one would care if I died anyway. The words the painful ass words keep on coming in my head. Your worthless! No one cares about u! Everyone hates u! God regrets making u! No one loves u not even your parents! Your a mistake just die so everyone can be fucking happy! Tears come out off my eyes not cuz I was bleeding so much I was crying cuz what everyone says about me is true. "MICHELLE U WORTHLESS PIG GET YOUR ASS DOWN HERE!" I hear my mum shout. I quickly wipe my tears away and pull my sleeves up and go downstairs. "Yes?" I ask. "Here's your lunch now get out off my house pig!" My mum says. I just take my lunch and walk to school. I walk quickly cuz I don't want to bump into anyone from school. "MICHELLE WAIT UP!" I hear a voice shout. I turn around and it's my best friend Shawn!
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(A/N: Love this picture of Shawn 😍❤) Shawn is the only one who doesn't hate me the only one who doesn't think I should die the only one who doesn't think I'm a mistake. "Oh hey Shawn." I say. "Are u ok?" He asks. "I'm fine." I lie fake smiling. "U don't look fine." Shawn says. "I'm just in a bad mood." I lie again. "Period?" Shawn asks. "Yh." I lie again fake laughing. It hurts so much lying to Shawn it's like acid. "I am definitely not going piss you off today then." Shawn laughs and I just smile. "YO SHAWN!" Someone shouts. Shit it's Justin! "I gotta go! See you later Shawn!" I say then rush off. Shawn's Pov: "Um ok?" I say but Michelle already went. Something is wrong with her she's fake laughing and smiling pretending to enjoy life. "Who was that chick?" Justin asks. "Just a friend of mine." I say. I need to find out why Michelle is acting so werid. Michelle's Pov: Phew that was close! "Oh great the slut is here." Someone says. FML! I just ignore them and knee on walking. "Bitch!" "Whore!" "Hoe!" "Dumbass!" "Pig!" "Worthless cow!" "Your a nothing!" "Your a mistake!" Every person I passed by just kept on saying mean stuff to me. You know what fuck school tonight I'm going to go since everyone hates me I had enough of this! Someone kicked me and i fell everyone just laughed no one helped me at all. Since I'm going to go tonight i said something to everyone that i never thought i would have the guts to say it. I stood up tears coming out off my eyes. "FUCK ALL OF U!" I shout then go outside the school's gates. Shawn's Pov: Justin and I went in school and saw everyone they looked like they felt guilty or something. Everyone was here except Michelle. "Where's Michelle?" I ask everyone. "Home." They say. "That's impossible she was with me just a few minutes ago." I say. "Well we kind of bullied her and-" "U BULLIED HER?!" I shout interrupting Chirs. "Yh." Camila says. "But Shawn we have no time to explain why we bullied her cuz Michelle might be doing something stupid right now like killing herself so u need to stop her plz!" Selena says. I don't respond I just rush to Michelle's house. Michelle's Pov: I go home crying. "Michelle what's wrong? Why are u crying?" My mum asks me. "Like u care!" I say and run upstairs to my bathroom locking the door. "Michelle I do care! Plz honey tell me what's wrong!" My mum says but I just ignore her and grab my blade cutting my arm so many times not caring it hurts. Shawn's Pov: I made it to Michelle's house I saw her mum but not her. "Where's Michelle?!" I ask. "In her bathroom she locked the door hurry Shawn!" Michelle's mum says. I run upstairs and i kick her bathroom door open. My eyes widen as i see her arm it was bleeding so much. I quickly get the first aid kit and badge her wounds. "Why?!" I ask. "Cuz i derseve it!" Michelle says. "No u don't!" I say. "Everyone hates me Shawn! Everyone at school even my parents do!" Michelle says. "Then why is everyone at school and ur mum feeling really guilty right now?!" I say. "They are?" Michelle asks. "Yes they regret everything plz Michelle i am begging u do not kill yourself I don't know why i never said this before but I love u." I say Michelle's Pov: "Your joking right?" I ask. "I'm not." Shawn says. "I love u to." I smile and then we kissed it was just so perfect. Everyone said sorry and I forgave them my parents to. Everything was perfect cuz of Shawn cuz he only understands. THE END!
I'm sorry if this sucked i suck i know but still hope u liked it! ❤❤
