Missin you

Chater 2

"Are you sure about this?"
I looked at both of them for a minute as they looked at each other.
"Yeah, we're sure. If you want us to come that is."
"I want you to come."
I lead them to my house and they followed behind me. I could hear them giggling. I turned around and they had their eyes glued to my butt. They watched it as we walked. I had a pair of my workout shorts on and they make my butt look big.
"Excuse me? Could y'all stare any harder?"
They both kinda paused and looked at each other.
We sat outside on my porch for the longest and we just talked and cut up.
That night was fun.
We began to hangout all the time.
He never went inside my house, but we always stayed on my porch.
After about a week I could tell he liked me.
He told me he did. He was still with my ex best friend though. That was a problem for a while. Because he was I never wanted to do anything that she wouldn't like with him because I wouldn't want anyone to do that with my boyfriend.

One night we were on my porch.
"Bryce listen, I like you a lot but you have a girlfriend and I don't want you to catch feelings for me and then you cheat on her with me. If you were my boyfriend and you were going behind my back and hanging out with my ex bestfriend I would be very upset. That's why you have to understand that we shouldn't be doing this."
He looked down at his shoes. He seemed so surprised and upset by what I had said.
"I understand. I guess I'll go.... but before I do I want you to think about what I'm about to do and the way it makes you feel..."

He leans in kisses my lips softly. A very slow but passionate kiss. You could tell it meant something. There was feelings behind his kiss.
Too late....
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A day had gone by. No word from him. Even when I was outside he didn't even look my way. In a way it actually hurt me. What if he never speaks to me again? I would be crushed... in a way it was like I knew he was the one for me. As if this whole time my heart knew he was the one but my mind didn't.

I pick up my phone...
Me: hey...
Bryce: hey?

Why the question mark? Did he not want to talk to me anymore?

Me: I haven't heard for you.. are you and madi still together?
He waited to answer
Bryce: sadly, yes. But I'm gonna break it off with her.. I just don't wanna break it off with her if you don't want me.
Me: Bryce I want you.. I have for a long time. I just can't do anything with you because I respect that you have a girlfriend.

He didn't text me for 3 hours after that. I began to think that he wasn't gonna do it. That he didn't want me enough to do it...

It was 7 hours later... it was New Year's Eve and it was almost New Years.

FaceTime from... Bryce
"Hey"
"Hey... so I have something I have to say"
"What is it?"
"I broke up with madi.."

there was a silence on the call...

"Are you still there?"
"Yes... I just can't believe you did it. You took so long to text me"
"Yeah because I had
To tell her in person so I had to wait to meet her somewhere"
"That must have been really hard."
"Not really.. I have more feelings for you then I ever did for her and we are only friends.."

I let the phone go silent

"It's almost New Years!"
I look at him and he just seems so happy.. what  did I do to deserve this? I don't understand.

I suddenly heard a girls voice in the FaceTime... the call ends.