Different

Leaving

I waited until my brothers were asleep. I walked silently around the den areas to check and see if everyone was asleep. I sighed and stepped over to my brothers. I licked both of their muzzles and they just stirred a little. I looked at them once more and dropped my ears. My tail dropped too and I knew what was about to happen. I choked back tears and a howl of utter despair. Tears blurred my vision and mouth, made  off into the woods. I shook my head and found a good place to ascend. I found a nice clearing deep in the woods. I sighed, stretched and launched into the air. I flapped frantically, and snapped at myself for being so ungraceful. I then forgot about getting some food and flew back over the camp. I landed and stumbled, again for the 5th time almost. I saw a freshly dropped deer leg and snatched it up. I heard twigs crackle at the end of the clearing. A wolf was staring me down, it was Alpha Snow! She growled at me, and I took off. She followed me and snapped at my heels as I ran. I jumped just as she was inches away from snapping down on my leg. She growled and tried to chase me, I flew into the clouds above and she lost me. I was panting extremely heavily and my heart pounded in my chest. My legs were sore from running and my eyes were dialated in fear. The deer leg in my mouth made it water. It was my favorite, elk. I had been flying for about two miles when I looked down and saw a human village. I also saw a human gaping at me, and I flew up into the clouds. I  forgot about the human village at the bottom of the mountain near the River. I sighed around the deer Leg in my mouth. Finally I made it to the river, and landed with a HUGE thump. I strained my mind to remember if there was a pack territory in the area. I closed my wings and my wings wouldn't close fully! Its strange because I never remembered my wings ever FULLY retracting!(MANDELA EFFECT) I shrugged it off to being forgetful. I wondered where I would go after this. I would have to find a den, and would never have pups. No males would take me, they would think I was 'too' weird. Finally it overtook me. (This About To Get Deep) All the pain and betrayal from the wolves I thought I could trust. That I would be alone forever. That I would never have love. That I would never have pups. That I would never see my brothers again. That.. That I would NEVER be whole. That I would be a shattered and fragile soul, that I would never recover. And all the tears and pain that I had been holding back exploded from my throat. A howl of pain, greif,betrayal. It had so  force it must have carried at LEAST 20 Miles away. I howled for the whole world to feel my pain. It tore out of my throat with as much force as a tornado. And after it was all over I collapsed. Tears streamed down my face as I cried myself to sleep, exhausted from the force of my pain.