it was the 5 year anniversary of the day her husband died.
ever since that day she thought it was her fault for his death
everyday since then she cut.
everyday is one new cut.
after that it was so tempting not to do it again.
but she waited till the next day.
the next day a new cut.
she decided to work from home so nobody would see her scars.
after 4 years she had a plan.
she would kill herself the same day he had died.
the day before she had written letters to her family members.
"Why?" You may ask.
because the day he died on the 5th anniversary she decided to kill herself.
she had cut almost everywhere on her body.
the only place left was her neck.
she stayed up all night writing the notes.
hand written.
unique for every other person.
then came the note she was going to hold when she slit her throat as she killed herself.
it would say," I'm sorry for everything. Ever since he died I've cut everyday. I miss him so much. But once I put myself out of this misery. The pains gonna be gone. It'll be all gone. No worries. I'll be dead. Nobody will care."
it came to the time when she was going to kill herself.
she took the sharpest knife in the house.
she stood in front of the bathroom mirror.
took the knife and took her life.
"NOBODY CARES ABOUT ME ANYMORE."
and that was her very last words before she collapsed and landed in her own blood.
