Jamais vu

Maraguinot

Forever is a long time and you gave me a forever in our numbered days. Akala ko na wala nang dadating na para sa akin. Akala ko mauulit yung nakaraan. Akala ko hindi na ako makakapag move forward. Akala ko pero dumating ka at ang lahat ay nagbago.

Hi Babe, dinner? Nag-aayos na si Bea ng utensils sa table para sa team.

Maya na lang ako. Diretso agad ako sa kwarto. Hindi puwede, hindi ko kaya.

You okay — hindi ko na narinig ang sinabi ni Bea.

I locked the door. I was crying as shit as ever. Hindi ko namalayan ay nakatulog na pala ako. I heard a loud knocking in the door.

Baby, Mads, heyyy! Open up. Sabi ni Bea.

Madayag, open fucking the door. Di ko mawari kung siya ba ay galit o kung ano.

Maddie, baby girl open the door. Ate Jessey is here? Ano ginagawa niya dito?

As soon as i opened the door, the three hugged me. Ano ba nangyare?

Are you okay Maddie? Kanina pa ako tawag ng tawag sayo e. Tinawagan na ako ni Ly kasi hindi ka na nasagot. Kulang na lang ay humagulhol si ate Jessey.

What happened ba Mads? Bea asked sincerely.

Madayag, next time don't make me go crazy! Ate Alyssa tryna make her self calm.

I... don't know. I'm sorry Ates, Bei. I never know what just happened.

But are you sure you're okay na? You want to eat babe? Hindi ka pa nakain simulapa nung dumating ka dito. Bea pulling bring in the tray and i haven't notice she went out.

Madayag, Madeleine Yrenea?! What did i tell you?! Agh, dammnit Maddie. Are you always like this? Jessey angrily shouted. Alyssa is she always like this?

Nah, no Jz. Ngayon lang yan. Alam mo transition ng pagiging sweet cuddle bear to nessie lockhness monster ni ate Jessey ay kasing bilis ng mood shifting ng ate Alyssa.

Ehem. Somebody at the door fake coughed. The team outside the door.

Ah eh hi guys. With my cutest smile plaster in my face while scratching my nape.

Hays.

Bdl's

Help me out i'm freaking already. Hindi ko alam kung papaano ko sasabihin sa Ate Jessey yung plan ko. Yeah, Babba knows already. She's good with it pero it has consequences daw and i'm good with it.