Dream • Shawn Mendes imagines

Mercy

Y/n's POV

Oh shit, I'm running late. I was supposed to be meeting up with the Jacks at Shawn's concert. Going on tour with Gilinsky and Johnson was fun, but I miss Magcon.

My baby🔥: hey y/n, where are you.

Me: running late, but I'm right outside

My baby🔥: okay I'll meet you there

Me: okay

I started to get out of my car when I saw Jack at the door with security. How was I lucky enough to have great friends and a great boyfriend?

"So, we thought you should surprise Shawn since you guys used to be so close." He inhaled sharply. "Just remember you're mine though." He said as we slowly walked backstage. I smiled and wrapped my arm around him as we walked. We were walking up behind Shawn and Johnson, but Shawn seemed a little off. I could slowly start to hear what they were saying.

"I know Jack, but I can't look at either of them the same, I used to like her, hell I still do. It hurts to look at the two of them be happy together." Shawn used to like someone, why am I just now hearing about this? Gilinsky wrapped his arm around me tighter as if he was going to lose me if held on any lighter.

We quietly walked behind Shawn and tapped on his other shoulder. We quickly stood on the other side of him while he looked the other way. I giggled and he turned to look at Gilinsky and me. "Y/n is that really you?" He pulled me in for a hug. "I missed you. Where have you been?" He said pulling away.

"Oh you know just with these two goofs." I said poking the Jacks. We all laughed, I missed this, just all of us together like Magcon days. We continued to talk for a while until Shawn had to go back to his concert.

"So, I'll see you guys later?" Shawn said letting his eyes linger on me. I was about to speak until Gilinsky decided to speak up for us.

"Jack and I have to get back to a meeting." He said wrapping his arm around my shoulders protectively.

"Oh, okay. I guess I'll text you guys when you have a chance. Unless you decide to stay for one song." He said looking hopeful with his guitar in hand. Johnson and I nodded while Gilinsky was glaring at Shawn who, by the way, was still eyeing me. He started to sing Mercy as the crowd got silent. He was looking our way as he sang.

"Y/n, we gotta go okay, will you be okay by yourself? You know where the hotel is right?" He said whispering into my ear.

"Yeah I'll be okay, and I can walk to the hotel. Have fun at your meeting, I'll tell Shawn you didn't have time for an actual goodbye." He nodded looking me in the eyes. He turned so he was facing me and I did the same.

"I love you." I hesitated, that was the first time he actually said that to me.

"I love you too." He kissed me passionately and left. I continued to watch Shawn's concert.

**

It's a shame that it's the last song. His voice is still as amazing as I could remember. He deserves all the fans he has around the world.

As the chorus came along, the crowd got louder and louder, but I was too busy admiring his features to notice he was looking at me while he sang. He ran off stage to where I was after he took one of his famous crowd selfies.

"How was that?" He asked while drinking his water.

"Well, you're still amazing, I mean that performance was amazing...." It got silent as a low chuckle came out of Shawn. "Who am I kidding, you were amazing." I hugged him and he didn't hesitate to hug back.

"Wanna go sit back and hang out like we used to?" He said pointing to the couch.

"Absolutely. But I should just let you know," I grew a dead serious face, "last one to the couch is a rotten egg." I quickly ran to the couch and sat down at the end.

"Please don't do that again." He said catching his breath. "I thought you were going to say something bad, you scared me." I continued to laugh while he talked. He hesitantly laid his head on my lap while putting his legs on the rest of the couch.

As I felt Shawn fall asleep on the couch I got a text from Jack. His meeting must have ended early. I looked at the picture message, but it wasn't what I had expected. There was a picture of him and Madison, my heart slowly shattered into a million pieces.

I tried to get up to leave without waking Shawn. I finally got up without waking him up, I thought I was good until I heard him groan. "Where are you going y/n/n?" My heart fluttered as he said my nickname, but I can't think about that right now. I turned around and the tears came flowing down my cheeks. Shawn quickly ran up to me wrong me in a hug.

"I- I think, Gilinsky may be ch-cheating on me." He held me tighter.

"You're going to stay with me for a couple nights and we're going to get some of your clothes and things okay." He said not letting go. I nodded without saying anything. We started to walk to the hotel together in silence.

"Thank you Shawn, and it's not just for today either, it's for everything. You've been my friend through everything and didn't let any of the rumors change your mind about me. You've always been there for me when nobody else was, and I love you for that." At the time I didn't realize that I told Shawn I love him, I mean he doesn't feel the same anyway.

We finally arrived at the hotel and I tried not to show any emotion as we walked in. I tried to be as quiet as possible because he is either sleeping, with Madison, or sleeping with Madison. I walked in and saw Jack and Madison doing something a little too personal. It doesn't surprise me anymore right now.

I cleared my throat and they both jumped and looked over. "Y/n, it's not what it looks like I swear." Jack said pushing Madison away and tried to get closer but Shawn stepped in the way. "Shawn what are you doing let me talk to my girlfriend please." Jack's voice started to crack.

I put my hand in Shawn's and began to speak. "Where are my bags?" I tried as hard as possible to hide any emotion.

Gilinsky repeatedly shook his head. "No you can't leave me please." He was full on crying now, I didn't notice, but I was to. "Please y/n, I love you. I can't function without you." He tried to touch my face but I was quick to move back.

"I guess you should have thought about that. I know this isn't the first time either, now please give me my bag so I can leave." Shawn grabbed my bag for me and we left. We were waiting for the elevator, so I hugged Shawn. "Thank you so much Shawn, I love you and I always have."

"Y/n, can I tell you something?" I nodded. "I've loved you since the day I laid my eyes on you. You're always nice and supportive, and-"

"Kiss me."

"What?"

"Kiss me doofus." He didn't hesitate after I said it. This was perfect, I didn't remember what happened a couple minutes ago, nor did I care, because this is all I need.

Hey guys, I'm sorry this is crappy. Anyway, what would be a perfect date in your opinion?