4 Seconds

chapter 2

Why me.... Why..'

"Mamas are you ok? " Skye asked me as she kneels down to my level, rubbing my shoulders trying her best to console me.

" Noooooo!!! I'm not okay! I'm broken how does this happen to me yo! What did I do!!, I reply with my throat burning to my best ability as tears stain my cheeks, as I sniffle looking at my car, I feel so low right now.

"Come on honey let's get you home or you can stay the night at my house to take your mind off " she says as she holds my left arm for support.

"I don't want to be a burden to you and your family, I can go home if needed" I simply say as I stand to my feet and slightly smile at her.

"Honey please don't worry about Kevin and fat man they both love you so come on love munchkin let's get going" she states to me as we are walking to her jeep.

"Okay mamas I'm staying at humble la bode Elias tonight"! I giggle in response to her

while I check my text messages, emails, and twits even DMS as we buckle ourself in settling into the busy streets which is backed up with traffic, but we don't mind because we slowly jig to the tunes that blast on the radio . Soon enough we are pulling into her steel gated home that is 5 bedrooms and four in a half bathrooms, with a small family you'd think that's a bit much space but they make enough to survive and live how they want.

We both giggle as she parks in her coble stoned drive way next to her fiances BMW four door coupe , as we exit her jeep we are greeted by her son Lincoln Jasper Robertson, also known as Jace, Pops, Nugget and ninja, we all gave him these names , he comes waddling to us at a medium pace without a care in the world, head full of curls bouncing in the smooth crisp air , then her fiance comes out dressed in his house attire , same for him head of curls bouncing as he glides to his woman to embrace her in a warm loving hug.

"Hello honey" he says as he smiles to her and looks to me, "Ace! Bout time you come spend time with us on this side " he says to me.

"Aceeey you know how it is all work and no play kind sir" I snicker and reply to him

As we walk up the coble stone drive way I shower their chubby color of brown sugar son in kisses all over his face, he roars in giggles too reply to my affection mind you he is only 1 so he barely understands the most he does is walk, giggle, eat he loves to eat and sleep, he's a sweet baby, once in the house I set ninja on his feet and let him roam around while going to the other half of the house to settle in the guest room

Once done with settling in I just lay in the Queen size bed letting my thoughts rumble in my brain like no tomorrow , trying to figure who would be coming for me would be like trying to find a needle in a hay stack.

'Why me? What have I done? Who would want me to hurt? Suffer? Cry? Drown in my own sorrow? .. Whoever that person is? I don't know how you sleep at night'.

Skye POV :

My poor meeka baby she's so strong and independent but is being attacked at her worst by some bastard.
I shall find that bastard and make you pay for hurting my best friend since diaper days, that girl deserve the world and she works so hard to get there with no help other then mines and quite frankly I try to do my best.

"Honey are you okay? Skye! Are you alright?" My fiance Kevin asks me as he looks at me with concern written across his face.

"Hmm? Oh yes I'm fine love its just meeka her car was demolished at work and she's been stressed every since, she doesn't know how to feel or what to do". I vent to him as I play with my sons curls as he sleeps on my lap.

"Ill find out who did this sweetheart don't worry about it, you just keep meeka comfortable and calm" he says as he takes our son and puts him in his crib on the other side of our room.

"Honey come let's get some sleep" I told my fiance as he watches our son stir in his sleep ".

"okay baby doll " he replies to me as he comes to bed