4 Seconds

chapter 9

Meeka POV

"Try having to mend your own broken heart .. But not just yours alone, you have your best friends as well along with her precious little boy.

Our hearts.. Ripped in half we thought all the mess was over with but it turns out not at all."

Blow Weed Coke pop X
Speeding up the heartbeat
Banging in my chest
When you put it on me
You relieve my stress
You got me so high
Takin' deep, deep breaths
You get me so high
You get me so high
I know you ain't a drug
But you get me so high
You get me so high
You get me so high
I know you ain't a drug
But you get me so high
You get me so high
You get me so high
I know you ain't a drug
But you get me so high
You get me so high
You get me so high
You get me so high, high.

"As Doja Cat croons through the speakers to the sound bar connected too the 65 inch TV, I try to wrap my mind around what has happened in the past week while settling into the hot bubble bath, how can things go from good to worse in a blink of an eye.
First my car and home gets recked then I might not be married to the one I love because of some past bimbo. Lord if you can hear me? Please help your child out, I am beyond stressed out."

Skye POV

"Sigh.. Where to start? It seems I will have to nurse my own wounds and pick myself up without help for the better sake of myself, my son and my best friend, we both are torn but you know what?! We can get through this! . I pep talk myself in my head as I hold my Lil baby close to me as we sit in the spa tub in my room which is across from meeka room, this little boy brings me nothing but joy. I wish all of this was a dream, but in actuality I know it isn't..

After washing little man and myself I gently ease out the tub not to wake my suga bear, once buttoning his onesie and moisturizing his little self , I handle myself then lay him in his crib to sleep while, taking my clutch out onto the balcony, grabbing a seat I fetch a Dutch master in vanilla out my clutch right along with my purple haze, once broken down, I pack my Dutch, seal it closed, run my lighter across it then light it up and take two hits and let my mind wonder to another place then this one .

Kevin POV

'Man I'm so lost dawg without Skye and ma son this some bullshit! I ain't tell thing one an thing two ta follow us out ta tha Bahamas dawg.. I might hav lost MA son n MA one true rida. Wat is a Nigga ta do yo.

I ain't even b thinkin bout food, non not even a shower bruh, her sent still is on me, ma son crosses ma mind all day all a nigga do is sit in tha room in da dark, feelin like a nigga fa real lost it all . Same fo ma dawg across da hall Tae feel worse den me I know fa sho.'

'Sum call me a pretty boi cuz a nigga stay fye wit da newest shyt buh I'm only 6'2 , coco colored skin, got a curly top wit ma sides tapered, Carmel colored eyes wit sum tattoos here n dere, got sum facial hair kinda buh I keep it cut down feel me. '

'Uh thts it bout me, ima bounce an let y'all speak to MA dawg. Deuces y'all.'

Taelon POV

'Uh wassup.. Y'all a nigga ain't eatin, nor sleepin, ta stressed da fuck ouht , lost MA gurl ta a bitch tha don't mean shit buh a cum bucket ya feel me? Ain't even able ta check on ma yungins thas out dere doin work, ya feel me, yea a nigga a plug feel me, got wat ya need even shit ya neva thought ya want, got different businesses located all around, flockas no not ta fuck wit MA team or we cummin gunnin.'

'A nigga isn't all DAT buh ya no ma baby love me fa me, all I is jus tatted up, wit muscles, sum waves in a nigga head like da ocean waves, got gold in tha bottom of ma mouth, a nigga stay fresh n dapper n da newest that hit da stores feel me, i miss da fuck outta meeka yo she ma ridda, ma everythang g, no body can replace ha naht even da fuckin skank dat came ta tha beach n fucked everythang up g. Gotta get ma gurl bac fa a nigga loose it. Buh I'm out dis peace.

Stay blessed an stay tuned.'