Shin 17 Sai 15
"Sai you wanna do something I think you need some fresh air?" Shin asked. "You don't talk to me anymore I know it's awkward, but do you really not want to speak to me
"What should we do" I asked? "how about we could go for a run at the park" Shin suggested. "sure I haven't been outside in a while just let me change" I said.
I looked in the mirror and touched my hair it was falling out its hasn't done that since I was thirteen. it may be stress. This hasn't happened since I was six what would I be stress over at six. I was wondering if I should tell any I actually want to die. When I was young noone would've cared if I died, but it's different now. I was going say something when I was thirteen, but it stopped so I thought it wasn't important but it's happening again and I don't don't even think it was important anyway.
"Sai are you ready?" Shin asked. "yes" I answered. "where are my ear buds?" Shin asked. "did you check the your night stand dumbass" I said. "Oh" Shin said. when I came Shin smiled at me I could tell he was sad he hated himself and wanted to fix this, but he knew he couldn't all he could do is be here. I wanted to slap myself for making Shin feel this way. Shin is the first person in my life who cared this much he hasn't left me yet and that's why I'm lucky to have him in my life.
Timeskip
Sai POV
We finally reached the park. what are you guys what are you doing here?" Shin friend Vic asked. "Sai and I are going for a run" Shin replied. "what a coincidence Johnny and I just finished a raced replied." Oh whose winning Shin?" asked. "Me can't beat me because he has no game" Vic said. "hey we should race little brothers vs big brothers" Shin said. "Sure, but good luck trying to get Mr.nice guy to beat me he always let me win" I said. "Okay can I speak to Shin for a moment?" Vic asked me.
while Shin and Vic were talking I walked over to Johnny "hey" Johnny said. "whatever so your brother let you win at every thing" he said suprised. "yeah whats so suprising?" I asked. "normal brothers can't go two seconds without bragging let alone let you win" Johnny said. "Hey we're normal we had an argument once wasn't a argument per say, but I thought he was disgusted by me" I said. "wow you must of hated him" he said. "thats the thing I love Shin he never done anything to hurt me and he'll never advoid or disown me even though he can have someone better than me easy" I said. gaaayyyy mocked
Scene Change
Shin POV
So did you tell him Vic asked. "Not yet I said feeling guilty your gonna have to tell him" Vic said.
Timeskip
Sai POV
"I can't belive you actually let me lose at something" I said acting suprise. Well even if I wanted to let you win you couldn't because you run like a turtle" Shin said. I gasped "criticism there there have to be some pigs flying somewhere" I said. "Haha very funny" Shin said sarcastically. thanks i'm a natural comedi- my sentence was interrupted when I fell on a wagon. Shin laughed like crazy "whatever how do you want to be a doctor and laugh instead of helping" Shin laugh turned into a depressed frown. Did I hurt your feelings I asked concerned No it's that Sai I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner I'm going to shine university. but thats in another country I said yeah Sai are you going to be okay Shin asked ye-yes I asked. "you're crying" Shin pointed out. I didn't want to lose him. he's a liar he said he'd be here I was really something to him he wouldn't leave. Shin just hugged me he could tell I needed one.
Timeskip Still Sai POV
I knocked on shin's door "come in Sai" Shin said. how did you know it was me asked. "because you knock politely" he replied. ",Hey Shin can sleep with you" I asked. "Sai you know your fifteen" Shin said. "yeah, but it's just this once i'm gonna miss you" I said. "okay fine" Shin gave in. I lied next to Shin closed my eyes.
