Shin is leaving tonight so were going to spend the day together. "Sai what ya think about?" shin smiled. "oh nothing" I replied smiling back. "So what do you want to do?" shin asked "I have a day planned for us" I said smiling with a hint of sadness
Trying hard not to fall on the way home you were trying to wear me down,down
kissing up on fences and up on walls on the way home guess it's all working out,now
So we're just going to read books" shin asked. "Yes this is were we first met I love and this library hush" I said. he rolled his eyes and I playfully punched him in the shoulder then he punch me in the shoulder and I fell out of my chair. "Dude" I yelled sorry I don't know my own strength he chuckled "you did that on purpose" I accused him. "maybe" he smirked then I kicked his chair and he felt on his butt times like this make me happy I have long legs
Cause there's still too long till the weekend to long till I drown in your hands too long since I've been a fool,oh Leave this
"love this park so many memories" shin yeah said. "yep and you'll always have the scar on your hand to rember them" I said sarcastically shin looks at his hand "oh yeah" "what was going on in your mind when you grabbed the blade end" I asked something important he replied with a smile wait here I handed Shin a pine cone uhh what is this for shin asked for the memory.
Cause there still to long till the weekend to long till I drown in your hands to long since I been a fool,oh Leave this blue neighborhood never knew loving could hurt this good oh, and it's drives me wild
Did you know I use too put iron supplements pills in your ice cream" l Hey I hated those all this time I thought I was healing on my own. Well I couldn't let you die from iron deficiency He said. wait can that kill you I asked. "You can get anemia" he said. "Oh" I replied "and that can kill you" he replied. Why are we talking about illness I asked. "the author is making some weird filler until so we can get to the last two chapters so she can drop a feels bomb" "what are you ta-" "don't ask"
Cause when you look like that I've never ever wanted to be to this bad oh,and it dives me wild
You're driving me wild, wild, wild
You're driving me wild, wild, wild
You're driving me wild
We were reading one of my favorite books I stopped I couldn't continue this day or the rest of my life. "Sai whats the matter" Shin asked. I digged my fingers into Shin's side and said "this is pointless everything in my life is ruined and everyone leaves me my life is a sick joke". I felt Shin's arms wrapped around me I dove my face in his chest and started crying.
White noise in my mind
Won't calm down
You're all I think about
Running on the music
And night highs
But when the light's out
It's me and you now, now
'Cause there's still too long to the weekend
Too long till I drown in your hands
Too long since I've been a fool, oh
Leave this blue neighborhood
Never knew loving could hurt this good, oh
And it drives me wild
'Cause when you look like that
I've never ever wanted to be so bad, oh
It drives me wild
You're driving me wild, wild, wild
You're driving me wild, wild, wild
You're driving me wild, wild, wild
You're driving me wild, wild, wild
It was late at night I was shaking Shin was going to be gone tomorrow I gonna miss him I feel cold and empty it started storming and I was breathing rapidly I felt suffocated like the walls were closing in on me I felt arms wrap around me I screamed but my mouth was covered "calm down its only me shin said he uncovered my mouth I dove my face in his chest I can't believe this is the last day were going to spend together until he leaves tomorrow
You make my heart shake
Bend and break
But I can't turn away
And it's driving me wild
You're driving me wild
You make my heart shake
Bend and break
But I can't turn away
And it's driving me wild
You're driving me wild
Leave this blue neighborhood
Never knew loving could hurt this good, oh
And it drives me wild
'Cause when you look like that
I've never ever wanted to be so bad, oh
It drives me wild
You're driving me wild, wild, wild
You're driving me wild, wild, wild
You're driving me wild, wild, wild
You're driving me wild, wild, wild
This was three years ago 😜
