Head Over Heels In Love

Head Over Heels In Love (On hold)

Have you ever heard the expression 'head over heels in love?' Well, my names Kinsley Tyler, and I never had believed in love. I was the alpha's daughter and was pretty much fed up with all the people getting exciting for my 16th birthday that's tomorrow, see ever werewolf finds there mate when they turn 16, and every keeps telling me "aw, you're going to get to meet the love of your life." Or, "are you excited to meet the person you will spend eternity with?" and "You'll find love at first sight." Even "you're the alpha's daughter, so we have high expectations for your mate." Everyone was talking about a certain someone that NOBODY even knew yet. My wolf seemed to be on edge all day to, she was happy that her mate, was only hours away. Little did everyone know, I had a boyfriend, Max, we dated for 3 years before he found his mate. He left me alone, cold, and broken. It's been a full year since the break up, but seeing them together in the pack house, all love-y dove-y and shit, really breaks my heart in half, or at least it used to. After seeing all the affection and love towards each other I became pissed off, unhappy, mad as hell. I started shoulder checking his mate, Camille, in the halls, I would threaten her, and I would spit her in face. Why, because she took the closest thing to love in my life. I and Max weren't in love; I thought we were, I thought that the bond we shared was complete and true love. It wasn't, because TRUE love, doesn't abound you for someone else, even if it's they're mate, TRUE love doesn't drop everything and not even want to be friends with you since they met there mate. TRUE love doesn't meet someone and already fall more in love with them in one day, than your relationship with your ex, for 3 years. That's what happened to me; he left me, for her. Did I mourn? Hell no, well maybe for like a few weeks, but then I realized what I could be doing: Making Camille's life a living hell. And that's what I did.

I was the most popular girl in all of school, every girl envied me, every boy wanted me, and I had the most perfect 'posy'. Meaning the girls I hung out with. We were bad ass, we were dedicated, and none of us believed in love. Meagan, my best friend of the posy, didn't believe in love because her mate rejected her when he met her, left her for a human girl. She was heartbroken, but it soon turned to anger. Hanna, my next closest friend, had turned 16 and never even met her mate, the fates had done her wrong, she was upset and torn at first, but it soon turned to anger. Kesha, our last member of the posy, her mate died only a week after meeting him. She was hurting and in pain for a while but it also soon turned to anger. So now you have this broken, torn, and angry group of best friends. While we all messed with Camille and made her regret having a mate, especially one that belonged to me. We also would tease and flirt with all the guys, none of the girls in our posy still had their V-card, I was the only exception. I had mine, and I wanted to give it Max, but the night we had planned to, he met his mate, Camille, and she took everything that I loved out of my hands, and stole his heart.

None of believed that there was such thing as "love." We believed that it was just a bunch of bull shit. That being said I wasn't very happy about becoming 16 tomorrow and finding my mate. I didn't want a mate; I didn't want another person in my life that could have control of hurting me. Some people say that the fates had just done the girls in my group 'wrong' and that there was really such thing as love. Well I chose to ignore those comments, because how could the fates do me, Meagan, Hanna, and Kesha all wrong? Well rather that's true or not, we were angry with this thing that apparently 'makes the world go round.' We were angry that people were sharing happiness with someone else, while us four had to manage to keep our hearts from breaking permanently, had to manage to get up every morning, had to manage thinking about the ones that we were suppose to love. And that's why we didn't believe in it.

A/N not sure if you guys are going to like the story or what? i know its short but i wanted it to go ahead and get out there. Please comment what'cha you think.(: Next chapter she will meet her mate :D