Head Over Heels In Love

Chapter 5

Cody slid his tongue across my bottom lip, asking for access. But I denied it and broke free from his lips. I smiled at him and then walked off towards my room. The kiss left me very confused and I'm sure for him too. I had felt like I was cheating on Alex, even if me and Alex were very far from being in a relationship, I still couldn't get the picture of what he would think of me kissing Cody would be. Then I got an image of Alex kissing another and tore my heart in half. Even if I didn't want Alex, a part of me still wanted to give into him and let him have his way with me. I would have to make sure that part of me never came true.

I heard a knock at my door and that mysterious, sexy voice coming from behind it. "We need to talk Kinsley." Alex said in an angry tone.

"No." I hissed back and fell on my bed, digging my face into the pillows. "Please baby, let's talk." Alex said in a much calmer voice this time. I almost gave in and opened the door to see what he had to say, but then his words caught up to me 'baby?' why would he be calling me baby? He didn't want me.

"Do not call me baby, Alex." I snapped back. There was a simple part of me that wanted him to just barge in my room and for him to tell me that he wasn't giving up on me, that he loved me, that I wa it mate and I was going to love him back, and that he wouldn't take no for an answer. but instead he simply walked away, into his room. He gave up on me. It pained my heart to think so.

After lying in bed for what seemed like hours but was probably only thirty minutes, I got up and took a hot shower to blow the hurt away. I tried not to think about him while in was in there, I tried to think happy thoughts like how me an Cody could become a couple. But for some reason all my thoughts went straight back to Alex, his eyes, his face, his oh so sexy body, his muscles, how he look when he was angry down there, his voice, basically everything about him would leave my mind.

I got dressed in a gray, topless, tight, dress with a little black belt hung off it, which showed off my curves. I gave my height a little length with some black high heels. I curled my hair into a light wave that made it look all flow-y. I put on eye liner, mascara, and a hint of blush that made my smile stand out. If I do say so myself, I was looking mighty fine, though I would never consider Camille competition, but lately I've been think that I probably should considering that she did steal my man away from me, but she just looked so little girl and innocent, while I gave off the whole look of bad ass. We were completely different. Yet Max had liked both of us, obviously her more though. I pushed those thoughts away knowing that if I dwelled on them, the tears would start flowing.

"Ready?" Cody asked while walking in my room, without knocking. He was dressed in nice pair of dark jeans with a dress shirt. He looked really hot in it, with his muscles barging through the shirt. He was really a hot guy, but nothing in comparison to Alex. Nothing.

"Urm, I guess . . . this won't be my favorite dinner ever." I said in a flat tone, this was going to be one hell of a horrid dinner.

"But it will be your favorite date afterward right?" Cody winked at me while leading me downstairs with one hand on my lower back.

I chuckled at his cocky statement. "Where are we going afterward?" I asked in excitement, I honestly was happy to be going on this date with him; he was a sweet guy and I always knew that.

Cody smiled at me, with this look of pure happiness, I had always known that Cody really liked me, but I never thought he could turn into something big like a relationship, but now I'm reconsidering. The thought of me being his girlfriend and him being my boyfriend makes my heart sing. Though I knew I couldn't fall in love with Cody, I had a promise to myself, and if I were to brake if then I might as well just be with Alex, but even if I did want that, he didn't want me.