Head Over Heels In Love

Chapter 2

That night I had ran in my wolf form for hours upon hours. It never stopped; I was running away my feelings. People had always told me that it would be almost impossibly hard to reject your mate, well they were right. I knew that it would be difficult to reject my mate, and know that I have found him, Alex, it was way more difficult, and I had already grown to love his scent, his eyes, his smile, his voice. He was perfect, but it was a too bad that he wasn’t meant for me. Some may call this, me being stubborn, and maybe I was being, but honestly I had made a promise to myself, that I would never be anything like Max and Camille, I would never fall into the trap love, notice I said trap, love is a mythical, unbelievable, trap. Only the dumb ones fall into it. I just thank god that I got my Meagan, Kesha, and Hanna that feel the same way about ‘love.’

Now that I was done running in my wolf I shifted back and was just sitting in the field of trees of this forest and just thinking, thinking about how I could avoid this Alex, and how I could reject him. Though a part of me really did want to be with Alex, I knew I had to stick to my plan. It was going to be difficult, but I was a strong, independent person.

I had been sitting there against a tree, thinking for what seemed like days but I knew that it had only been 3 hours, but I ran for about 5, it was now night time, and I was feeling hungry, but at the same time, I knew going back to the pack house and eating, meant seeing Alex. So I just stayed put and chilled. I knew that the pack had already sent a group of wolfs to come looking after me, but I was almost for sure that they wouldn’t find me for another hour or so. I was at the edge of the boarder and I doubt the pack would ever guess to look for me here; it had taken me the whole 5 hours to finally reach this place. (We have a massive pack and a lot of land goes with it.) they probably started looking after me 4 hours ago though, after all I was the alpha’s daughter, and since my parents didn’t have a boy, me and my mate were soon to be Alpha and Luna, so you could say that the pack needed me or whatever.

The pack sure as hell wasn’t guessing that I would reject my mate, I had told them I would, but none of them had believed me, they had all said that bond between mates was too strong for me reject, but none of them had also felt the pain, agony, and depression that I had went through when Max left me, they also didn’t see the anger in my heart, I would never be with my mate, I had rejected him. And the pack would see that. I was not going to be one of those dumb-founded she-wolfs that fell for her mate and into the trap of love. I wouldn’t be that girl. I would be independent along with my girls.

Being quickly snapped out of my thoughts I heard footsteps behind me and I figured it was one of the pack members, finally finding me, though I wasn’t lost, I knew the pack grounds upside down and in and out.

I knew the scent anywhere, the scent that I wished I would never have to smell ever again, but I wasn’t that fortunate. I actually smelt the two scents every day. It was Max and Camille.

“Kinsley?!?” I heard Max’s shocked voice ask as jogging up behind the tree that I was currently leaning up against.

“Mhmm?” was my short reply.

“What the hell are you doing here? You could have been killed or kidnapped by rogues Kinsley.” Max snapped at me.

I stood up from the tree I was leaning against and shook all the leaves and dirt off of me and then raised on eyebrow at Max, “Since when do you give a shit?” I spat back at him, giving him and Camille a dirty look as I saw Camille clinging to Max’s arm and to see his jaw clenched, he was obviously angry to find me in the woods all by myself.

“Kinsley, we dated for three years, of course I still care for you. You don’t lose your feelings for someone that quickly.” Max said while furrowing his brows.

“Well maybe I just wanted to get away from you two, the way you two cling to each other like f*cking magnets, is utterly annoying and disturbing.” I rolled my eyes at that part, I was telling the truth is was most defiantly annoying and disturbing, but most of all it just hurt to look at it, I felt a pain in my heart every time I did. It was too much for me to bear. Though I would jump at the chance to get away from those two and come out here that obviously wasn’t the reason I was out here.

I could faintly hear someone to the side of me, but I was too caught up in my in my conversation with Max to care or look at who it was. And by the looks of it, Max and Camille didn’t seem to notice either. “Never would have picked you to be the jealous one Kinsley.” Max said back looking back at me in disgust. It felt like a kick to the stomach seeing the look on his face when he was looking at me. I had missed the days before he met Camille, that all I saw in his eyes were love.

“Jealous?” I scoffed. “Of that?” I said looking Camille up and down and smirking. “She is the absolute last person I could ever be jealous of, just look at her.” I scoffed out. I used that as my comeback, though in reality I was jealous of her, she had taken the person I wanted.

“Don’t you ever disrespect Camille you stupid bitc-“Max started as he came closer to me, with more of that look of disgust in his eyes.

He was cut off by the voice that I had secretly been longing to her, the eyes I had secretly been wishing to see again, the smile I had hardly seen and missed. “Watch your next words Max; they may just be your last.” Alex growled at Max. So that was the mysterious I had heard off to the side.

I looked over at Alex to see his fist clenched his jaw tight and mad as hell. I guess calling your mate a bitch, wasn’t smart, because Alex obviously looked like he wanted to rip Max’s head off. I heard a light whimper come from Camille’s lips, and as it escaped Max tightened his grip around her waist. “Let’s go Camille, I’m sure Alex can bring her back.” Max said while turning away from me and Alex and bringing Camille with him as he stocked back into the woods, ignoring Alex's comment back to himself. Alex looked over at me and he immediately relaxed by looking at me.

“Kinsley, what are you doing out her all by yourself? You could have been hurt, baby.” Alex said while searching my body for any injured or hurt spots.

“I can do whatever i want, and i dont need you sticking up for me. Oh, to you it’s Kinsley, not baby.” I said while gritting my teeth and stalking in the direction of the pack house knowing he was following shortly behind me. I looked around and didn’t hear or smell any scents around me, that’s just great me and my unwanted mate get to walk back to the pack house, which is five hours away. Great. Note the sarcasm.

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