15 and Pregnant (Jack Gilinsky Fanfic)

Chapter 36

Cassie's POV

*Couple Weeks Later*

Prepare for the waterworks.

Yep it's Hanna's funeral today and i'm still not ready to say goodbye after all these weeks. "Ready babe?" Jack asks "I guess" I sigh and i pick up the piece of paper. Jack, Dallas, Cam, Sierra, mum, Dylan and I are making a speech and saying it in front of everyone it's just that every time I try and practice the speech I brake down, I can't even get halfway. I take Jack's hand in mine and we walk out to the car, the boys were already in the car waiting for us.

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*At The Church*

After the funeral director said a couple of things it was time for the speeches, me going first.

"Where do I start?  How do I begin a farewell when I still can't believe you're gone?  How do I say goodbye to a part of my soul? The day you were born I felt this indescribable love.  One I had never known before.  From the beginning of your life I never knew I could have a love that was so strong.

When you were an infant I told people how great you were and they said, "Yeah, but wait until she is two."  When you were two I told people how great you were and they said, "Yeah, but wait until she is thirteen."  When you were thirteen I told people how great you were and they said, "Yeah, but just wait until she is 16."  When you were 16 I told people how great you were and they said "Yeah, but just wait till she is 19" And now you are 19 and I am telling people how great you are.

You came into my life and changed me forever.  Over the years people have complimented me for being a good mother but I can't take credit for that.  You were born good and you were the one who was often teaching me.  I believe you are an angel God sent to teach me.  You taught me love.  You taught me honesty.  You taught me how to forgive and how to be strong.  You are the strongest person I have ever known and you gave me strength when I was weak.  When times were sad and tough I looked to you for strength.  You taught me how to be myself.  Most of all you taught me about life and how to live..."

After a long speech it was Jack's turn.

"My wife and I could never have asked for a more wonderful daughter.  Everything she did made us proud.  From her earliest days at home, sleeping soundly through the night, to her last moments here with us, she made us the luckiest parents on Earth. She also adored her family.  Her boyfriend Dylan was the light of her life.  I used to be her number one man, but I gladly turned that over to the man she would spend the rest of her life with.  They didn't start a family together, but I know that was always a dream of Hanna's.

She wanted to be a mother.  She wanted to teach her children everything she had learned, and she hoped that they would have the same thirst for life as she did. Hanna, we all love you, and will miss you.  But you will always be in our minds.  We will speak to you and laugh with you.  We will call you by your old familiar name.  Daddy is so proud of you.  You will always be in my heart."

Next was Dallas.

"My sister was more than just a sister, she was my best friend. Growing up, she was like a second mother to me. Every morning she would drag me out of bed to make sure I was up in time for school. She was an amazing sister. She always tried to protect me from everything. When I was eight and got scared at night, I always knew that I could cuddle up in her bed. When I had a hard time with a heartbreak, she was the first one to know, as she always tried to protect me. As I grew older though, I didn't always need that protection.

My sister knew that, and was able to let me go and take on a different role in my life. She was not my protector in a motherly way anymore, or just a sister, she became my best friend. No matter the situation, I could call on her for advice. Even if I didn't need anything, I could rely on her for a movie night, it was that simple. Hanna was just such an amazing, kind hearted person. Now I'd just like to thank you all for coming today."

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*At the burial*

Before Hanna got buried underground we had everyone put something of theirs to put in the casket, I put one of my favourite necklaces inside, Jack put his guitar pick, Dallas put one of his bracelets inside, Kobe put in one of his comics that they would always read together and Dylan put in his beanie that Hanna always used to wear. After all the boys put in their things inside the coffin went down. The whole entire day was of me sobbing and crying and now I'm still crying. Right now we are just taking amongst each other while other close family and friends are starting to leave.

"Mum.. mum" I heard whispering but I couldn't figure out where it came from "Turn around.." it said again, I then turned around and in the distance I saw her.. I saw Hanna. I excused myself from the conversation and walked over to the tree that 'Hanna' was standing near. "Hanna? Sweetheart! Is that really you?!" I smiled, a real smile no one has ever seen in weeks. She sadly shook her head. "I just wanted to check in on everyone.. How's dad and the Bro's now? For the past few weeks I've seen that they haven't taken all of this well" she said. 

"You've been here all along?" I ask "Of course I have! I'm may not be here physically but I am here in the heart" she replied "Come here and give your mother a hug" I tear up as we embrace each other into a big hug, it all felt so real, like she was actually here, right now, giving me a hug "Please don't cry mum.. you know when you cry I cry" soon both of us were crying out eyes out. We then pull away "I love you mum.. I just really want you to know that" Hanna softly smiled "I love you too sweetheart" I smiled back.

"Hey baby.. who are you talking to?" Jack asked, I quickly whipped my head around to Jack "Hanna.. she was just.." I trail off and look back over to where 'Hanna' Just was, no one was there.. nothing, it's like I was talking to thin air. "Babe.. i think you just need a good nights rest.. you've been in and out of sleep for the past few weeks" Jack said rubbing my arms up and down "No! She was just there!" I cried "Han! Baby! Please touch your father.. just do something so he knows your watching over us!" I yelled, suddenly there was a strong wind.

Jack's expression changed in an instant. His eyes were tearing up, he didn't know what to do "I love you.. so much Han.." Jack choked out "I love you too Dad" 'Hanna' whispered back "Did you here that?" Jack said, I nodded my head, smiling while tears were rolling down our faces. Jack engulfed me in a hug as I hugged back "She's really here Cass.. she's really here watching over us" Jack mumbled.

(A/N: THATS IT! Oh my gosh! Another successful book complete! I'm doing another book soon!)